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Today is my birthday!

One year ago today, on my birthday, Jen (my former girlfriend) went into the hospital for the last time.

She then died on Friday, August 13th, 2004.

So last year, I sort of missed by birthday, as I spent the day and night helping Jen into the hospital.

Tonight I'm having a birthday party at my house, and having people over, and I think it'll actually be a lot of fun.

We are going to grill out vegan and non-vegan goods.

Though it is sort of a bittersweet day.

It's also odd to think about the last year. I don't feel like I really met a lot of my goals for my life, but in terms of the FEELING and EXPERIENCE of my life, I feel like I'm right on track.

I mean, I'd like better health. I'd like a girlfriend I like. I'd like my business to be more successful.

But I'm surrounded by loving friends, I have more than enough money, my family loves me, and I'm fit enough, and enjoy doing the things that take care of my body.

I experience joy, peace, and gratitude practically every day...and that's actually a lot BETTER than a year ago!