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My head's been a mess. I fuck myself over more than anyone else can hope to (and they try).

Back in the day, I got my then girlfriend Amee pregnant. She decided to abort it even though we found out at five months. The actual abortion was carried out at five and a half months. I suffered two nervous breakdowns directly from this and she...
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Even more books to add to my pile of "unreads". Today was minor howevere, returning with only five. They are:
Candide, Zadig, and Selected Stories by Voltaire
Letters On England by Voltaire
Beautiful Losers by Leonard Cohen
Atop An Underwood by Jack Kerouac
and
The Oxford Dictionary Of Modern Quotations.

That is all.
Cheers.

Noise:
Nada Surf "Inside Of Love"
Saul Williams "Not In...
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Allo,
I have been keeping a distance from the computer lately. Unintentional as it is, I do enjoy the space.

A trip to the semi-local used bookstore was a good success. Here is what I came home with (and for a mere twenty eight dollars):
Howl (and Other Poems) by Allen Ginsberg
Nine Stories by J.D. Salinger
Franny and Zooey by J.D. Salinger
Raise High...
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I hate being ignored and lost in the shuffle of faceless names by significant others. Without fault on my end and still giving kindenss and compassion, just suddenly things cease to exist on mutual grounds and I get ingored except to be yelled at for my withdrawl from the friendship if I do not give and give.
What the fuck is wrong with people. They...
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Entries are getting to be far and few, but things have been unsteady here and I have not been anything near stable.

This weekend went pretty well. We put on the fourth annual backyard bash. I am not even sure how many bands played, but we had cars lined up on both sides of the road from the street sign all the way to the...
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A busy past couple of days. A nice little get away down to Milwaukee, seeing people I have missed and some I never knew too well but would like to.

Max almost convinced me to go on the bus trip down to Tennessee that Amee and a few others were going on. It's Amee's bus, and all the kids are broke crusties, it would have...
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I got a call from an ex at two in the morning, she was crying and all that. Her and her current boy were out dumpstering for food when the cops showed up and dragged his ass to jail for outstanding warrants. She called me for comfort and also to ask to borrow just under four hundred dollars to get him out. There is a...
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Allo,
Trip to the music store today. Twenty dollars spent and this is what I brought home with me:
David Bowie "Labyrinth Soundtrack"
David Cross "Shut Up You Fucking Baby" (2cd)
Cursive "The Ugly Organ"
Bjork "Gling-Glo"
Wilco "Yankee Hotel Foxtrot"
Jon Spencer Blues Explosion "Plastic Fang" (w/ Dvd)
Nirvana "Incesticide"
Boy Sets Fire "Tomorrow Come Today" (w/ Dvd)
Leatherface "Minx"
Bjork "Telegram"
Nirvana "Nirvana"...
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I got out of the house for the first time in a while, well the first time that wasn't just a trip to the store or bank. It was nice. I went a friend's house where there was a mild gathering resembling a party. Quite a few people I haven't seen in a while. There was a stack of twelve frozen fetal pigs on the...
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I have the punching bag hung at the right height finally, now I just need to find some of my old gloves. Bare knuckle wouldn't really be an issue except it is hung in my garage and it has been rather cold here yet. Punching a frozen punching bag bare handed is no fun at all. I learned this when I was drunk at a...
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