noisemx

Soulseek is down again, so this gives me the time to actually stop downloading and start burning things and rearranging the and all that.

I am so behind in all the mx cds and tapes I owe people or have wanted to make. I make it into such a tedious process but it is still fun. The making is easy, but the planning is where I become meticulous.

I am run out of my Paxil and it is going to cost one hundred and fifty dollars for a single months replacement now that I am without insurance. Um, no. I won't and can't pay that. Well, I guess I will become even more unstable again, but I will have the luxury of being able to climax again. It's a hard choice of real comfort, being a little more decisive and sound in my mind through chemicals ingestion or to be a little more calm and relaxed through liquid expulsion.

Having erections for hours on end without relief is painful after while, but more so it is frustrating and almost makes me cry. Back when I still had a girlfriend a month ago, she made good use of it. It was alright then but still frsutrating, but at least somebody was getting some good use from the situation now nobody is. Hmmm, any help anyone.
Cheers,

Music:
I Am Spoonbender "Clocks Grow Old"
Harvest "Virtue"
and
Cannibal Ox "Iron Galaxy"