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Well, I did make it to the library and filled out all the needed forms, showed id and proof of address, and then they noticed I was already on record, but owed late fees from when the card was last active....back in nineteen ninety two eleven damn years ago. At least it only cost me five seventy five and a two dollar card replacement...
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Today so far has been a day of mood and of reading. I started a day ago The Sirens Of Titan and am now thirty pages from the end. This finishes up my on hand stock of Vonnegut material and so today I will become a member of the public library here to continue further in my goal of reading all his books. I will...
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I took Brooke and Epiphany to the Milwaukee Public Museum yesterday, and it went pretty well. Epiphany, being that she is only six was at first scared of many things, but I got her to loosen up and we made a game of many things so that she wouldn't be as scared. I did however, end up carrrying her most of the time, so my...
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Another unfun side effect of mood altering drugs are the sexual ones. I am able to get and maintain an erection just fine, but it is all in teasing as I cannot climax what so ever. Very frustrating indeed.

I read a wonderfully cute book by Kurt Vonnegut Jr called "God Bless You Dr Kevorkian". It is all about a project he and the good...
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I have been busy working on trying to sort things out with my most recent ex. It is not going too well and I am being held accountable for her fears. I have been trying hard to show my worth to her, but...

I am back on medication to keep me calmed down, I was bleeding alot again recently and my moods changing drastically constantly....
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Seemingly getting sicker every day, now beyond my nose and throat, I have horrible headaches and a nice cough to go with. Delightful.
My copies of the Sedition/Pink Turds In Space split lp and the His Hero Is Gone/Uranus split lp arrived and in good condition, barely able to even tell that they have been played. I am still waiting on my copy of the...
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I have been sick again, this time possibly bringing strep throat to myself by watching Epiphany while she had it. My throat is a jagged desert. I tried drinking cocoa to relieve my throat as I do not like coffe or tea or pretty much any warm drink, but the caffeine killed me.
Up until this, my days were doing alright as long as I...
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"What's funny about it?" said Jack incredulously. "Where's your sense of humor? If anybody doesn't stop the wedding, those two will mate and have a baby rhinoceros."
"Of course," I said.
"For Pete's sake," he said, "what could be uglier and dumber than a rhinoceros? Just because something can reproduce, that doesn't mean it should reproduce."
I pointed out that to a rhinoceros another rhinoceros...
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"So now we count dollars the way you used to count bodies," he said. "What does that bring us closer to? What does it mean? We should do with those dollars what you did with the bodies. Bury and forget them! You were luckier with your bodies than we are with all our dollars."

"How so?" I said.

"All anybody can do with bodies is...
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i really have issues with made up holidays as such, you are either elevated up above a normal standard day, or dropped beyond low. Even when I was supposed to be one of the highly elevated ones, i had issues with this whol scheme. bitter.

walking an hour in the cold (cold meaning sub zero) from my ex girl's home. i am drinking away the cold now and hopefully her. I hate this day of public note of affection. I am bitter and always have been. i fumble with words and life too often. oh well. i hope everyone else has something more to enjoy than I. cheers.

music: Soul...
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I think I am accidentally dieting again. I run out of money from time to time and fall into an unplanned diet of a can of soup a day. Sometimes I have some real difficult mental issues and can't leave the house all too well and so no groceries are bought and I eat a can of soup a day. Hmm, prolly not good for...
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