noelani

...I don't care if it hurts, I wanna have control
I wanna perfect body, I wanna perfect soul...

Hhmm...lacking in an update. Sorry folks, to busy drinkin. Then I'm going to meditation tonight. Good combo.

I picked #1 by the way, and they give you the option of having a scripture printed or your own "inspirational" message. I chose the latter of course. I'm having...
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10 points to 37 for getting the "Hey Jupiter" journal.

Hey Jupiter....Tori Amos...

Let's see, last weekend I went to Orange County to visit my family and to go to an annual family block party. I was reminded why I left OC in the first place. No offense to all the OC kids out there, but I can't stand it! Maybe growing up there had...
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Hey Jupiter....

You're all jealous because I went and saw KMFDM last night. Fucking KMFDM!!!!!

And furthermore, you're even more jealous that I got to see Coco in her uber hot, cyber goth, ass revealing skirt. Nice.

So the guitarist had an SG sticker on his guitar. We tried to take a pic with it, but all we had was a camera phone and it didn't work...
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Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over
And why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over

am just a worthless liar
I am just an imbecile
I will only complicate you
Trust in me and fall as well
I will find a centre in you
I will chew it up and leave
I will work...
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Things that ruled this weekend:

* Buying $200 worth of fabric and actually making something with it.
* The new coat I'm making. Dress coat made out of white corduroy, baby pink silkish lining, white with pink heart fur trim, lace and ribbon detailing, and a hood with bunny ears. Inspired by this.
* New shoes I bought for $24 that are super fucking cute....
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I've had a lot of nervous energy lately. I don't know that it's so much nervous, as it is just pent up energy. Wait...that doesn't make sense. I don't care though, it makes sense to me. I just want a change. It's that time again. Every year (sometimes a couple times a year) I get this urge just to change things around. It usually starts...
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I normally don't post full lyrics to songs, but I love this. I also love the politics behind it, and the message. And that Adam Freeland guy isn't so bad either

Read the lyrics, and watch the video

Then go sell your soul for cash value.

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We Want Your Soul.......Adam Freeland

your cellphone your wallet your time your ideas
no barcode no party no...
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Eating spree 2004...

It's amazing how much I can fit in me when I put my mind to it. Or rather, lack of mind. And I'm talking about food people. Get your mind out of the gutter.

I've been sooo hungry lately. All the time. It's about that time of the month though.

I made really good smashed potatoes yesterday. Red potatoes, smashed with soy...
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Everybody needs to see "The Chronicles of Riddick" ...




At home...




Hungover...




and Stoned.

Then it may be worth it. Maybe.

No, it's ok. It wasn't a complete waste of 2 hours of my life. Not like that move "lost souls", with Winona Ryder.

How was your weekend?

I veggie western bacon cheeseburgers and Bushmills at 1am.

Kisses

So I had a huge journal, that I was going to post, about something in my life that is often misunderstood. I'm not ready to tell it on a public forum yet. Someday I'd like to, just to clarify some myths that surround it. I'm even positive that other have this, I wouldn't call it problem, but issue that they're dealing with too. So eventually,...
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