museb

yay...new year....what will be done with this one? where will i find myself at years' end? things to be purged...things to be gained..

here's my new years resolution...

be still...be quiet...watch more...listen more...remember more

i've resigned myself to madness.

i had forgotten for a moment that chaos is best not handled...better to smile and let it flow around you as it will in any event. i cannot hold the wind...it does as it pleases...for me it holds no regard. so i will stand and smile as it rushes through my hair and hope that when it leaves me tousled...
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two nuts in the same sundae.
how often do you run into someone who is crazy in your way? sure....lotsa crazy people....but crazy like me? i think not.

infidel and i share the same padded room...completely happy to just stare at the walls together...

...or people watch at a crappy, white-trash, biker bar, laughing and kissing the whole time

watch me gush...i'm head over heels...

ok...

xmas presents for...

dad-check
mom-check
little terror-check
little terror's dad-check
little terror's stepmom-workin on it...
brother-oh he lives in denver...it can be late...
infidel-work in progress

i'm doin' pretty good so far, if i do say so myself!

i have the grumbliest belly right now...perhaps i should put some food in it? all of this laying around drugged and sick really takes it out of ya...what i would really like is for someone to bring me some food so that i don't have to leave the house. i need a butler to do my bidding...taking applications...i can't pay you, but i will smile...
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shlurumphugraphafummmmnn....

this is what happens when you call in sick to work and stay home drinking robitussin, staring at a computer screen for hours....

my brain has settled into a nice pool of goo in the recesses of my skull and the rest of my head has been filled with packing peanuts...whoohoo!


if anyone sees my sense of space and time laying around please give...
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yes the ballots are in and i am definatley sick....altho i am in better spirits than yesterday surely. in fact i am downright chipper. 'why is this' you say? because infidel is coming to take care of me tonight, and he makes it all ok...well, most all...he still can't cure my fear of heights or make me like feta cheese, but he does succeed in...
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this tuesday morning finds me in full hermit mode and with no small amount of angst...

ever feel like someone just flipped a switch in your head and now the world is a totally different place...? lit with an unflattering light...that you wake up and find yourself the unwitting star of a mediocre play you don't know the lines for...?

can't say that i like...
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my 7yr olds xmas list...

lenore vol.2
lava lamp
manicure set(cuz she wants long finger nails and i told her she could if she keeps them clean)
abba-gold
cheap synthesizer/keyboard

xmas list for infidel...

nekkid me wrapped in pink cellophane...maybe a bow...some tinsel...

here i go then...

*straps sonic cannons to the car*

why is it that at this time of year drivers lose...
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here i am...