Sick of this head-fuck run around that a boy is giving me; I know i'm contradicting what I said before in a friends' blog comments, but you can't insist on being interested, have someone confide in you constantly and have them keep their distance, even though they admit it and regret pushing people away, but still want to hang out.
Would you choose loyalty or the potential for (great) career advancement if you had the choice? Just to add to the mix, what if you had very little faith in your ability BUT had been proven otherwise and given the chance to know and do... Read More
Thanks for the advice Had a lengthy chat with the man in question today and although I felt like half the stuff that came out of my mouth was bollocks (thankyou, lack of sleep), i'm going to go and hang out with the staff on friday to get a feel for how they operate and how I get along with everyone
I went to another kink-suspension yesterday and although the round trip was about six hours-as it was held in a farm/bed and breakfast in the countryside-it was one of the most interesting things i've done and seen in recent times.
I witnessed a pull for the first time and was privy to a woman suspending while a guy (we just referred to him as "the... Read More
Thanks guys, some good words of wisdom up there. The answer angad19 is that I am not content where I am, however I have amazing friends, a great job and my rollerderby fiends......I don't know what i'm waiting on.....it's like i'm a bystander in my own life which is what's throwing me off.
I had a great time last night, and considering that things have been kind of shitty at my end recently, I think I deserved it.
I know everyone's first job sucks, but since starting mine when I was 15, I have never had any inclination to do anything with co-workers outside of work itself; except for last night. One of the girls I work with... Read More
I take it this is the guy that "plays the guitar like a hack"? I looked at some photos on the Forum Theatre's website ... looks really, really nice. Not the kind of place you'd expect to see a terrible, terrible band at. ( It's happened, no doubt; I'm sure. )
I've heard - and I've just heard this - that you can get Dicken's Cider on the sly at some clubs, but it's rare. Maybe that's why all those guys wanted to buy you a drink.
So tentatively, i've got it. I'm in the process of finding a guinea-pig to demonstrate to them how I do things. It's crazy, the place is pretty much in the middle of nowhere, but it's cool because there are no other places in nearby suburbs for people to have work done. It was rather embarrassing, I walked pretty quickly up the stairs to get there and was out of breath when I got to the top. The co-owner and I exchanged greetings which was followed by her saying "hey, don't be nervous!" to which I replied "Oh no sorry, i'm fine-i'm just out of breath from walking quickly up the stairs" hahahah
I feel so tired today, and for some reason really paranoid
Had a lengthy chat with the man in question today and although I felt like half the stuff that came out of my mouth was bollocks (thankyou, lack of sleep), i'm going to go and hang out with the staff on friday to get a feel for how they operate and how I get along with everyone 
