Monday Jul 05, 2010

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news news news

let's see....since i have been on this diet, i have lost close to 20lbs. not bad, right? its noticeable too, which makes it even better. it feels great to hear people say they can see that i have lost weight.

DEFTONES! the deftones are playing in orlando 2 days before my birthday. so, i am going to get a hotel...
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Saturday Jun 12, 2010

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i just cancelled my account. there are only a handfull of people on here that i actually talk to. other than those few people, this site is really starting to bore me. i think i might have another month left, but im not too sure. so if anyone would like to stay in touch, all if my info is in my profile.
lestrange:

well its sad to see you go!

spazzing:

well obviously, i'll still see you around, but it will be sad to not have you on my fav friends list anymore lol. and now how will you see my new naked pics!? :o frown

Monday Jun 07, 2010

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All done with the doctor stuff for today. Nothing was torn in my shoulder. I have to take a steroid pack for two weeks and do physical therapy. If that stuff doesnt help, then I have to get some kind of injection in my shoulder. That is still better than surgery.

The only bad part is that I will have to miss about a month...
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venillarose:

Thats not too bad, Missing a month of jiu jitsu sounds way better than surgery. Could have been worse.

Saturday Jun 05, 2010

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just went to the doctor for my shoulder. i might have a torn ligament. i have to go on monday to get an x-ray and maybe an MRI. i am not too happy right now.
venillarose:

hope it gets better soon wink

Friday Jun 04, 2010

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well, tonight was not a good jiu jitsu session for me. i got my ass destroyed. i was doing fine when i was sparring...until the last part. me and the guy i was sparring with were starting stand up. im not too great with takedowns just yet, i only know a couple and i havent really learned how to defend all of them yet...
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vionah:

Damn that sucks. I almost fucked up my rotary cuff from working. I was doing dead lifts picking up trash and my arm wouldn't stop hurting for like three days. Try not to use it at all and it should help a little.

Monday May 31, 2010

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i started a diet today! i had pretty much given up on diets, mainly because ive tried many of them and never had any good results. my friend told me about this diet he had been doing. the diet consists of eating 25 grams of fat or less per day. my friend lost 30lbs while doing it, his friend lost 45lbs in 3 months and...
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venillarose:

I gave up on diets. I wasted so many years dieting, counting calories, avoiding certain foods, feeling terrible about myself. Now I dont restrict what I eat. My main goal now is to eat good food so my body is at its best. I feel better and healthier than I ever have. Plus my weight is at a level I am happy with and it doesn't fluctuate up and down anymore.
Happy Birthday. I would love to go to UFC fan expo. UFC rocks!!!!

missred:

did you watch rampage-evans last sat? i was hoping for a little more out of that....

Sunday May 30, 2010

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so i got an 84 on my first psychology exam. not bad since i had no idea we were even having an exam. i was not prepared at all.

i think im gonna get my foot tattooed soon. im probably gonna go back to my friend in orlando to get it done. not sure why i dont just go to someone here in jacksonville. maybe...
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venillarose:

Good work on your exam. I would love to study psych.

killary:

Dude congrats on scoring so well for being unprepared!

And I just got my foot tattooed, I will tell you it hurt like a MOTHER.

Monday May 24, 2010

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i feel like it is time for me to make a change, but i do not know what to do. im a very busy person, but when im at home not doing anything, it makes me feel unfulfilled and somewhat worthless. i just dont get it. i should enjoy being able to just sit at home and relax for a little bit, right? i would...
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laurelin:

i feel the same way. i drink, but not as much as my friends. i joined a gym and started rock climbing, and other other day i took a MMA fighting training class, and later that night a burlesque dancing class. i signed up for a writing class for later in the summer as well... just anything to get me outta the house and doing something different when i'm not at work. look into things your community offers. you'd be suprised, there's probably a lot out there smile good luck! xo.

venillarose:

A change is a good thing. I dont really drink much and I dont do drugs, it can be hard in social situations, especially because I work in a "gentlemans" club. I am surrounded by drunk people all the time and people wanting to buy me drinks. Maybe start looking into different social groups. Its hard to make the first step but I'm sure you would be glad you did.

Saturday May 22, 2010

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im going to train with royler gracie in two hours! not gonna lie, im pretty excited.

Friday May 14, 2010

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oh great, here we go again....another friday night that i am spending alone in my bedroom because no one is returning my texts. another night of me wondering what it is about me that makes no one want to hangout with me. its starting to feel like i have no friends and i am just a last resort to hangout with, as i have...
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Monday May 10, 2010

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for those of you that actually read my blogs, you know that i had been struggling in my math class. well, i got my grade for the class on friday and my final grade for the class is a B! i was very surprised. im officially done with my first semester back at school. new semester starts tomorrow and for the next month, i just...
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bearnked:

congrats with the B!!! I'm terrible at math, too!

kas:

congrats!

Saturday May 01, 2010

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well, i still i have my sinus infection and bronchitis. i havent gone out and had fun in well over a month. i hate being the only one out of my group of friends that is mature and responsible, it sucks being an adult and not being able to go out every night and sleep in every day. i need to get a hobby of...
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