*singing* I got my pictures I got my pictures!!
Sorry...I cant show them! What would be the point of even posting them then!?
But i MUST say that Morningstar55 (Dave) is a GOD at photography!!! I absolutely LOVE them!! I am so excited now...probably because they really are great and I didnt know I had that IN me!! hahahahahaha
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Sorry...I cant show them! What would be the point of even posting them then!?
But i MUST say that Morningstar55 (Dave) is a GOD at photography!!! I absolutely LOVE them!! I am so excited now...probably because they really are great and I didnt know I had that IN me!! hahahahahaha
So I am a VERY happy...
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pantsr4squares:
Aww u r a sweetheart. I don't have any good pictures of myself
king_mob:
Merka Derka! 
Update update update
I am feeling better...my friend smoked me out at work and POOF the headache AND upset tummy went away!! Now I am starting to think modern medicine sucks sometimes..and that marijuanna SHOULD be legalized...I mean come on! I was at Urgent Care TWICE and nothing worked. A little bud (half a bowl) and I was all better!! I honestly dont know what...
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I am feeling better...my friend smoked me out at work and POOF the headache AND upset tummy went away!! Now I am starting to think modern medicine sucks sometimes..and that marijuanna SHOULD be legalized...I mean come on! I was at Urgent Care TWICE and nothing worked. A little bud (half a bowl) and I was all better!! I honestly dont know what...
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orange_lily:
I SO love your new pic. GORGEOUS.
luh:
Pictures, Pictures..I want set pictures. Let me know when you get them.
So I have the stomach Flu WITH a migrane!!!
The woman at the desk at urgent care violated HIPPA of HEPPA or whatever the hell its called...she verified my address OUT LOUD!!! When I called he on it and SAID (nicely, I PROMISE) that it was a violation she said if I didnt like it I could go somewhere else......um WHAT? Ya ya ya tomorrow...
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The woman at the desk at urgent care violated HIPPA of HEPPA or whatever the hell its called...she verified my address OUT LOUD!!! When I called he on it and SAID (nicely, I PROMISE) that it was a violation she said if I didnt like it I could go somewhere else......um WHAT? Ya ya ya tomorrow...
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pollythundercat:
haha that was quick! no prob 
wolfj:
Ummm no I didn't 
I'm sick. AND tired...and I have decided that my job really sucks. Probably because I am tired and sick......
I really need some sleep. The 8 hours I got last night just isnt enough.....
Thanks Devious for the Lost marathon....I am glad Claire is back even tho she doesnt remembe anything...cant wait for the baby to come!!
Gotta go to work today...and a friend is...
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I really need some sleep. The 8 hours I got last night just isnt enough.....
Thanks Devious for the Lost marathon....I am glad Claire is back even tho she doesnt remembe anything...cant wait for the baby to come!!
Gotta go to work today...and a friend is...
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jabsjc:
Hey my new friend, I do hope you are better. Thanks for checking out my art. I will post new stuff in a couple days. As for you being an sg girl, You should have autamticaly been an sg girl. No approvals needed, cause you are amazing! The eyes of a thousands angels combined Into 2 just for you.
sterlingrose:
Hey baby I am thinking of you. I wish I were there to take care of you. You need to move out here sweetie. I'll help you get a kick ass job at the Castle with me....spoil you rotten and we'll dance and party the weekends away!!! Among other things. Hee hee hee. And watch endless Ladyhawke marathons. Seriously, take care my dearest. Call me if you need anything. Or I will try to call you tonight. Loves and kisses.
Your LDR
Your LDR
Ok so with the help from all of you wonderful people out there and a whole lot of alcohol (lets not forget the licking whip cream off my bartender friend and dancing on the bar ON MY KNEES) I am feeling much better today. A wonderful person (my mom) sent me an email today that really made me think. After I read it my head...
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kovu:
waaahhhh you and Peter are having fun without meeeeeee 
kamuela:
thanxs for the b-day comment, and did you get spitbites text, she sent me a message about it, i tell you later.
Ok so not so strong today. Apparently I am a horrible person. I was told today by someone that they HATED me!!! I was sad at first and then mad but now I am devastated! I have been crying off and on all day. I really dont like being the type of person that feels too much! I dont like anyone hating me. This whole...
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kamuela:
Hey wasn't that my rum, LOL. It's ok I bought another bottle, don't tell anyone but I drink it at home, yeah I know 
. Don't go over board hunny. try get some rest if you can.
. Don't go over board hunny. try get some rest if you can.
wolfj:
They don't hate you, they are just upset. If you think about it you would probably feel the same way in their position. Your a really nice person but everytime you piss someone off you can't let it get to you this bad or you will just end up eating yourself up inside. Trust me I know, I used to be the same way. I had to learn you can't make everyone happy and if they don't like you, fuck em. You also know for a fact that your not alone, you have your friends and family
Question: does the roller coaster ever stop? Or even slow down? Cuz if it slows down I am gonna jump off and catch a better one cuz this one sucks. not fun at all! LOL
I'm ok tho....just a little frazzled. Got a lot going on ya know? GOOD stuff....BAD stuff....STUFF....kinda complicated and all but no worries....I have HAD to learn to be strong and...
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I'm ok tho....just a little frazzled. Got a lot going on ya know? GOOD stuff....BAD stuff....STUFF....kinda complicated and all but no worries....I have HAD to learn to be strong and...
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kamuela:
I'm glad that you can smile in time of easyness and hardship. It's never a good feeling to see a loved one leave even if it is just a physical move. Anyways I still have to work, LOL. See ya this Friday, cuz I can't wait, WooHoo, LMFAO. Alrighty then, I'm out.
calvin06:
"so wonderful I could pee " ...I just got my cat back from the vet , he had a blocked urinary tract., he sure thought it was wonderful when he could finaly pee
yeah lifes always up and down, some days I'd be happy with sideways
Take care !
yeah lifes always up and down, some days I'd be happy with sideways
Take care !
ok I am not grey yet.....?
Not complaining tho...but it will probably be any day now!!
No worries..as soon as my broke ass gets paid I wil be back! I get paid on the 20th so I will be back then for sure!! PROMISE!!!!
Life is strange and That Karma really IS a bitch but even tho I am stressed I am happy. I miss...
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Not complaining tho...but it will probably be any day now!!
No worries..as soon as my broke ass gets paid I wil be back! I get paid on the 20th so I will be back then for sure!! PROMISE!!!!
Life is strange and That Karma really IS a bitch but even tho I am stressed I am happy. I miss...
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kovu:
yeah he told me last night. time for a certain lady to learn to behave herself!! hahaha. 
hope things work out for you.
i cant wait till i get down there. 3 weeks to a month or so. we havent settled on dates yet, but were working on it! just think..when you meet me..ill be a married woman! ...weird eh? ack im so happy!!!
hope things work out for you.
i cant wait till i get down there. 3 weeks to a month or so. we havent settled on dates yet, but were working on it! just think..when you meet me..ill be a married woman! ...weird eh? ack im so happy!!!
still here for the time being...dont know how long tho....LOL
The shoot went VERY well!!! I wasnt as nervous as I thought and once we started I felt very comfortable!! Morningstar55 made me feel very comfortable and is so WONDERFUL! I advise EVERYONE if you get a chance to shoot with him!!!
I wont know much until I see the thumbnails in a week or...
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The shoot went VERY well!!! I wasnt as nervous as I thought and once we started I felt very comfortable!! Morningstar55 made me feel very comfortable and is so WONDERFUL! I advise EVERYONE if you get a chance to shoot with him!!!
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kovu:
not gray yet!!!
glad to hear the set went well...or course we all knew it would (you were nervous over nuttin)
maybe if Peters cool with me shooting another set, ill giver a whirl too. maybe.
glad to hear the set went well...or course we all knew it would
(you were nervous over nuttin)
maybe if Peters cool with me shooting another set, ill giver a whirl too. maybe.
darthme:
YAY! i can't wait to see! Congrats!!!
ok just to let ya all know....my account here is going to expire in like a day or so!!! No worries I WILL be back! I get paid in two weeks so when I do you will see me again!
If you want to get in touch with me contact me at my MySpace page...but dont click on the link...look me up with my name....
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If you want to get in touch with me contact me at my MySpace page...but dont click on the link...look me up with my name....
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fuzzyky:
Hurry back.... We're all anxious to hear about your success!!
XOXOXOXO
XOXOXOXO
wolfj:
Hope your shoot went well
Actually for those few of you that read my last journal entry...strike that. After I wrote it I FREAKED out! I mean FREAKED THE FUCK out! I got out all the emotions I have been feeling for months. It all came out at once. And I threw up. A lot. And now to be honest I do feel better. It is kinda weird. I feel...
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fuzzyky:
Knock 'em dead there Sexy Girl!!!
kovu:
good luck with the shoot...although im sure you dont need it
Ya ya ya I know I sounded pretty strong yesterday but today I am not. I am angry and sad and aI kinda feel lost. For the first time I quit running. I was scared but I took a chance. I dont even know if there is something to stay for. How can I be so strong yet so weak?
I cant stop listening to...
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kovu:
dont stress so much. the guy was a retard.
tomorrow you will shoot a great set. youll go pink.
tomorrow you will shoot a great set. youll go pink.
davy:
take off Mad World and put on something kick ass that makes you smile... it might be difficcult at first but you need to get that strength back just for a couple of days, as you said tomorrow is important to YOU and you mustn't let ANYBODY mess that up for you! You need to get yer shit together, sort out what you need for tomorrow, eat, drink plenty of water and not worry about the last couple of days... you can come back to them in a day or so... For now just do waht you need to get ready and get an early night, tomorrow you'r gonna look fantastic and be soooo sexy. I can see you're starlight all the way from here.
On Sunday you can put Mad World back on again ( but please... the original! lol) and go back to feeling sad again... but now.... Sand Up and Kick some Ass! You're a Suicide Girl!!! Don't fucking take the shit.... Dish the Shit!!!
:o)
On Sunday you can put Mad World back on again ( but please... the original! lol) and go back to feeling sad again... but now.... Sand Up and Kick some Ass! You're a Suicide Girl!!! Don't fucking take the shit.... Dish the Shit!!!
:o)