Friday Jun 08, 2007

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Ya ya ya I know I sounded pretty strong yesterday but today I am not. I am angry and sad and aI kinda feel lost. For the first time I quit running. I was scared but I took a chance. I dont even know if there is something to stay for. How can I be so strong yet so weak?
I cant stop listening to the song Mad World by Gary Jules. Know it? If not look it up....
How can this be happening the day before my set? I'm not in the mood to shoot anymore. I am miserable and sad....how can I be sexy????
I need to pull my head outta my ass....cuz tomorrow is important to me...but I cant deal right now.
I did something for the first time in oh say almost 10 years...and now I hurt so bad I am not sure I will ever completely let go again. Its not this person...just a light bulb went off in my head.
Have a great weekend all.....
puke

kovu:
dont stress so much. the guy was a retard.

tomorrow you will shoot a great set. youll go pink.


davy:
take off Mad World and put on something kick ass that makes you smile... it might be difficcult at first but you need to get that strength back just for a couple of days, as you said tomorrow is important to YOU and you mustn't let ANYBODY mess that up for you! You need to get yer shit together, sort out what you need for tomorrow, eat, drink plenty of water and not worry about the last couple of days... you can come back to them in a day or so... For now just do waht you need to get ready and get an early night, tomorrow you'r gonna look fantastic and be soooo sexy. I can see you're starlight all the way from here.

On Sunday you can put Mad World back on again ( but please... the original! lol) and go back to feeling sad again... but now.... Sand Up and Kick some Ass! You're a Suicide Girl!!! Don't fucking take the shit.... Dish the Shit!!!

:o)

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