OK OK things ARE better. Here is my official update...
I just lost ANOTHER friend to diabetes! One of the messed up things is everyone keeps telling me that these things come in 3s. Well the only other diabetics I KNOW is my tattoo artist and MYSELF!!! So yes depression set in!
I wanted to do something nice for her family so I took out... Read More
how can you be so depressed after meeting the perfection that is..me? hehe. just teasing. hope you come out friday. i dotn know where Peters taking me..but it will be somewhere where i can drink the alcoholic beverages. mmmm
Si its been awhile....sorry for that! I haven't really been all that busy.....hmmmmm? I don't know...just been...preoccupied I guess.
Work is OK. I am kinda pissed at one of the Artists there. I will not say who because I don't want ppl to NOT go to him because I am hurt. Whatever. Anyhoo...he told me that since i am in my 30s and I have... Read More
I hate insecure dicks, I work with one and have been listening to his lip for 2 1/2 years. At least I know how to fight back to people like that. Still sucks tho. Anyway, I'm excited to see your new ink and I hope you find the job you want and deserve. BTW, funny ass cat pic! Talk to you later!
I think I am going to prostitute myself for Manson/slayer tickets!!! Good idea?? Yes? No?
anyhoo....
I think I have to give up my belly button piercing! But its OK because i am getting a new tattoo on Thursday...another in about 2 weeks...another about 2 weeks after that...and ANOTHER 2 weeks... Read More
I have decided that everyday I am going to post something happy!! Even when I dont FEEL happy! I kow that when I am sick sometimes all it takes is a shower and to make myself look/feel pretty and I suddenly feel better!! So I am gonna try it here. Maybe some of my happiness will rub off!!??
Last night I had another migrane. I'm... Read More
I saw a film starring Rutger Hauer called Flesh + Blood. It was set in 1501, and it was about how cruel people will be to each other, and to what lengths people will go to survive. A rough film about rough times. Then I saw a lot of other Hauer films, including Ladyhawke. After seeing Hauer portray the anti-hero, criminal mastermind, or action hero, it was really nice to see him have the romantic lead. Especially on that great horse! Just fun, unlike so many other Hauer films. I would love to find my copy, or order it on DVD, and curl up around gf and watch it, except for the fact that I managed to find the least romantic person on the planet.
No I wanna go, I can't go to KMK cuz I got the bike instead, hehe. I'll let you and Luh decided where you guys wanna meet up, I know the streets to get there instead of the highway, so I know some places to meet.
What the hell is going on??? I am SO confused right now! I keep seeing all this anti SG stuff on MySpace and then I come here and everyone is all emo and sick!!!
Look people, there are always problems with internet sites. Always. There are always people who are sick and tired (I know I am) but its how we pull together and support... Read More
So last night was good...good movie...great conversation and I went through my pics and picked out what I want for a set! I just LOVE this stuff!!!
I had the wonderful opportunity of meeting the pertty lady Riley17 today! We decided she needed a profile pic that you could see her face so she came over and we played a bit with the digital camara!... Read More
I am editing my last post....I wanted to add that I am SO adicted to this song...for some reason I am just discovering Finger 11....? Anyhoo...I LOVE this song!! It makes me happy! Here are the lyrics but check out the song!!
"Paralyzer"
I hold on so nervously
To me and my drink
I wish it was cooling me
But so far, has not been... Read More
OK if you REALLY want to know a little about me than you can read my last post....but I am not leaving it up. Sorry but I wasnt depresssed and I dont want you all to think I was!!!
Today is a great day tho!
I have said that I want to be a diabetic educator for kids right? Well when I went to get... Read More
Here are a few of my favorite poems, along with Acquainted With The Night, By Robert Frost. I hope you like them. The E.E. Cummings one, the last one, is especially dear to my heart.
Acquainted With the Night by Robert Frost
I have been one acquainted with the night.
I have walked out in rain - and back in rain.
I have outwalked the furthest city light.
I have looked down the saddest city lane.
I have passed by the watchman on his beat
And dropped my eyes, unwilling to explain.
I have stood still and stopped the sound of feet
When far away an interrupted cry
Came over houses from another street,
But not to call me back or say good-bye;
And further still at an unearthly height,
One luminary clock against the sky
Proclaimed the time was neither wrong nor right.
I have been one acquainted with the night.
Love Song by Rainier Marie Rilke
How can I keep my soul in me, so that
it doesn't touch your soul? How can I raise
it high enough, past you, to other things?
I would like to shelter it, among remote
lost objects, in some dark and silent place
that doesn't resonate when your depths resound.
Yet everything that touches us, me and you,
takes us together like a violin's bow,
which draws one voice out of two seperate strings.
Upon what instrument are we two spanned?
And what musician holds us in his hand?
Oh sweetest song.
The Silence of Your Eyes by E.E. Cummings
somewhere i have never travelled,gladly beyond
any experience,your eyes have their silence:
in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me,
or which i cannot touch because they are too near
your slightest look will easily unclose me
though i have closed myself as fingers,
you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens
(touching skilfully,mysteriously)her first rose
or if your wish be to close me, i and
my life will shut very beautifully ,suddenly,
as when the heart of this flower imagines
the snow carefully everywhere descending;
nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals
the power of your intense fragility:whose texture
compels me with the color of its countries,
rendering death and forever with each breathing
(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens;only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody,not even the rain,has such small hands
I KNOW I just wrote today but I am sitting home bored thinking. AND I AM a pisces.....so ....
oh this is quite long....sory but it needs to be said....
Mood: reflective
Once there was this little girl. Happy. Had everything her little heart desired. Raised by her grandparents (retired military) and spoiled but was taught the value of working hard for something she wanted....... Read More
But its OK because i am getting a new tattoo on Thursday...another in about 2 weeks...another about 2 weeks after that...and ANOTHER 2 weeks... 
