So I've been working crazy hours lately 13 hours in one shift and i was doing so good with staying clean and sober but with the combination of being alone and a crazy work sched i needed a release and been partying pretty hard mostly drinking and prescription med's and i feel like I've let myself down once again i mean life is good I'm in good health and have nice things but material things never meant much to me because in the end it all goes back in the box and or you can't take anything with you i just wish i could find someone to be with and there for me to tell me things will be okay when shit gets hectic BOOFUCKINGHOO!.
pointman11:
Keep your head up brother. Being alone is never easy. Working as long and hectic as you are doesn't help anyone but who you owe money to. In every storm, there is a break. Even a hurricane. You didn't let yourself down. You got this
mrnicola:
Thanks, I'm fighting with myself and my inner deamons every day it's a struggle but I just wish I could be happy again!