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codemonkeym:
Blue hair is cool. 
5lave:
Hmmmmm trust you eh? You look kinda like a shady character though? It's those shifty eyes! The bloinde make syou look less shady on account of it's less dark, which is good.
I haven't seen either of those movies... they look old, well the second one does.
I can't wait to see yoru hair a bright green!!!
I haven't seen either of those movies... they look old, well the second one does.
I can't wait to see yoru hair a bright green!!!
Quickly, an update, again. I finished everything I was supposed to. No schoolwork, just lazying about. Yet the stress is still there, still there inside my head, I don't know why, but it's irritating. What else is there to do that I have not yet done? I don't know.
I got over 6 hours of 'sleep' last night. I was still exhausted today. Did I...
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codemonkeym:
No, she already said no to that idea. I will continue to make trips to Denver to visit her and woo her. Maybe someday we will be united... 
korbendallas:
KOOL AID IS MY PLEASURE!!
That computer was pretty damn cool. I'll send you the links of the one i'm building for myself. It's gonna be a sexy lil bitch of a computer. I'll see about hooking you up.
Peace..
*Looks for my Kool aid*
That computer was pretty damn cool. I'll send you the links of the one i'm building for myself. It's gonna be a sexy lil bitch of a computer. I'll see about hooking you up.
Peace..
*Looks for my Kool aid*
We were going to bleach my hair tonight, but, since after 2 hours, the bleach wasn't doing much for the hair sample, I decided tomorrow evening after work, I'm running out somewhere and buying an actual kit. Golden blond isn't my idea of bleaching.
I think this will be short. I'm yawning like crazy and it's not yet 11. I have to work tomorrow, the...
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I think this will be short. I'm yawning like crazy and it's not yet 11. I have to work tomorrow, the...
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doctorspooky:
Your dreams haunt you? Mine are fun, like going to the movies, only better cause I'm the star. Nothing like quality entertainment while you sleep. They're usually more interesting than my 'wakeing' life anyway.
tafkasp:
in that case, i must be stuck in perpetual winter..... 
how's the bleaching going?
how's the bleaching going?
My wandering mind has led me here to make my update for today.. I had an entry written, but it didn't seem to fit, so, I'll start over.
I planned on updating with the pictures I took today, but it would take too long to decide which ones to put up. They're mostly of the lake at sunset, and unfortunately, whereas the sun was in...
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I planned on updating with the pictures I took today, but it would take too long to decide which ones to put up. They're mostly of the lake at sunset, and unfortunately, whereas the sun was in...
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sen:
Hi.
SG is becoming more and more neglected by me... my obsession has moved elsewhere... I'll always be a member and such, but if you want to you can always IM me..
Don't stop missing people... don't do what I do... pretend that nothing is wrong; go into a state of emotional numbness... find new people!
Of all people, I know best that it's hard to do, but you should try.
SG is becoming more and more neglected by me... my obsession has moved elsewhere... I'll always be a member and such, but if you want to you can always IM me..
Don't stop missing people... don't do what I do... pretend that nothing is wrong; go into a state of emotional numbness... find new people!
Of all people, I know best that it's hard to do, but you should try.
5lave:
I hate my uterus too.
Yeah, I'm doing all my journal entries in notepad from now on.
Yeah, I'm doing all my journal entries in notepad from now on.
This morning, the assistent manager was fired. My boss walked out of his office with a huge smile on his face. We were all in good spirits all day, despite the fact we were lined to the road, morning til evening. There is no more stress about that place, and I'm more at ease to go in on weekends. It means I won't get yelled...
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clarkekid:
Wow, I never thought that bed would get made. 
I wish my problem at work would get fired, but that would never happen.
Knees are the worst part of the body to have to get fixed. Everyone I've known that had something done to their knees has the occation problem with them.
I wish my problem at work would get fired, but that would never happen.
Knees are the worst part of the body to have to get fixed. Everyone I've known that had something done to their knees has the occation problem with them.
dingoes8:
My car made it alright. It smelled like burning a couple times, but everything seems to be okay. Glad gas hasn't gone up too much yet.
I had fun. Except for the part where I got sicker than I've ever been in my life. That kinda sucked. But it was my own damn fault. Reminded me how it's probably a good thing I don't live there. And Target isn't hiring me. The bastards.
I dread making my bed. I usually let the sheets sit there a few days after washing them before I bother putting them on.
I had fun. Except for the part where I got sicker than I've ever been in my life. That kinda sucked. But it was my own damn fault.
Reminded me how it's probably a good thing I don't live there. And Target isn't hiring me. The bastards.
I dread making my bed. I usually let the sheets sit there a few days after washing them before I bother putting them on.
What's there to say?
I had a terrible breakdown earlier. I panicked, haven't had it that bad in months.
I think I died, because for a few hours tonight, I drove a friend and myself around heaven. It was bliss.
I was back in hell as soon as she stepped out of my car; as soon as we left the city roads and lights.
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photomares:
Ohhh no!....I wish you were closer you could hang out with me and my female friends to take your mind off things!
aproximation:
No, I will move, I hope.
tt pa hiding from tha
I only dream of my X some times, rarely really. Thankfully.
I think I am getting better, or at least better at hiding from the pain that nobody can ever love me, or that I am incapable of love.
Lets see if I can hide tonight.
tt pa hiding from tha
I only dream of my X some times, rarely really. Thankfully.
I think I am getting better, or at least better at hiding from the pain that nobody can ever love me, or that I am incapable of love.
Lets see if I can hide tonight.
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ldwarren:
aww you sound down, not good. You did say that Feb was a bad time for you because of the past didnt you? Onwards and upwards..maybe even dumb stuff like that the weather getting better will improve your mood...
if not, I will tickle you.
if not, I will tickle you.
aproximation:
A yes, we will never be gods. Well, to put it another way, there will always be someone better. Its never enough.
Your post today seems pritty abstract: family, death, longing. Smells like trouble to me. I say go see the grandest of mothers! Ask away! What is stopping you?
I was never close with anyone, and sometimes that sucks (most times actually) so go see your grand-ma-ma!
March is gonna burn me too I think. My only hope is to get invoived in something to distract myself. And NOT what I have been distracting my self with lately either! Curse me!
Oh, wait. I am already cursed.
Your post today seems pritty abstract: family, death, longing. Smells like trouble to me. I say go see the grandest of mothers! Ask away! What is stopping you?
I was never close with anyone, and sometimes that sucks (most times actually) so go see your grand-ma-ma!
March is gonna burn me too I think. My only hope is to get invoived in something to distract myself. And NOT what I have been distracting my self with lately either! Curse me!
Oh, wait. I am already cursed.
I came home from work, ate, and went to bed after burning my ass off infront of the stove. Before I continue on, do you know how many spelling errors I had in that first sentence alone? This journal I will definately have to proofread. 
Anyway, my mother and I do this thing where we stand infront of the stove for a long, long time,...
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ilsa:
Mood swings make me wanna kill myself 
I wish I had a penis right now, haha!
I wish I had a penis right now, haha!
ilsa:
Ha! awesome. I used to get homicidal and hate the humanity during these days, but now is way worse, I get very sad and suicidal for no reason! And I don't even want to have children! 
And I don't even want to have children! I was all ready for bed, even though it's not made (I'm sleeping on the mattress itself). I'd say I'm pretty darn lazy. Anyway, I realized, I didn't update yet, today, so here I am. I've started to get my shit together, how convenient, less than a week left that everything is due, so of course, my ass is working. So the next few entries...
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korbendallas:
Yeah i do more then wash them, especially when thinking of your sexy lil ass. REOW!! Okay if you didn't see that one coming from a mile away, you're hopeless :p I'm gonna drink me a big ol glass of Raspberry Reaction/Grape Kool aid. Kool aid is my pleasure!! And play some Vice City. It's really sad how many games i have sitting there half complete. Well the Kool aid is callin, be back in awhile. Later sexy
clarkekid:
I'm beginning to think this sleep thing is a myth.
Paris is cool actually, you should hook up with a real Irishman and both go there.
how has the reaction been to your hair?