moxy

it seems i have come to this standstill in my life for whatever reason. i dont have anything really to say nor do i feel as doing so is productive or fulfilling...all i can ever talk about it how much i dont really have anything to talk about.

PT for the service was/has been fun. its fun learning all the things i get to now. i have big plans. they may be somewhat far fetched and unrealistic but sometimes its a good thing to overshoot your life goals. if you get partially down the road at least then you cant feel bad cos u made it halfway.... then again maybe all my goals are only unrealistic to others because they dont fit in them.... sometimes its not a bad thing to pound a puzzle piece in a place that doesnt fit and yell DONE!!! but i kinda like things uniform lately...


who knows what all this means...

i got drunk tuesday and realized how bad an idea it was. i hate not remembering things. i mean i am a person to have a beer here and ther...but not to be drunk. and i was. and i didnt like it. or how i act when i am drunk. others find it funny yes...but srsly...i find it garish and un necessary. i dont think drunk is a state anyone is really gonna ever experience with me any time soon if ever again.


so there...thats all i got on my chest.



when you walk away from something...................
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...................do you often find yourself stopping to look back?