moxy

im shedding myself of the negative. i need to walk away from a lot of things and people so i can get where i want to get. i need to be selfish.

but i am not sure how to go about it.


ps. if you wanna continually spite me that is your problem. i dont hate you. i just dislike you. a lot. and i feel sorry for you...but those emotions are a waste of energy. your the one baring the cross. so stop. make this easy on us both. and walk away. obviously it wasnt that hard to do so anyways. you made your bed now dig your grave. your stuck with the devil. i just tried to warn you.

she dwells with beauty-beauty that must die.
and joy, whos hand is ever at his lips.
bidding adieu, and aching pleasure nigh.
turning to poison while the bee-mouth sips.
ay, in the very temple of delight!
veiled melancholy has her soverign shrine!


there is an old saying, people will blame you if you say too much. they will blame you if you say too little. they will blame you if you say enough. no one in this world escapes blame.
so, give up anger give up pride and be free of your bondages, no sorrow can befall those who never try to posess people and things as thier own.

but this is how i feel.....


namaste