ok so drunk blog posts are fun(see previous lol)
anyways...having our christmas party here today im excited. still need to get ahold of a few people. but it will be good.
i have hiccups.
after the whole matt thing happened when i got home i have been having some issues having pannick attacks its really shitty i had to take medicine and i have been taking zanax the last few days just to calm myself down. it really bums me out cos i havent had to take the pills in forever but ive had to slip myself a few lately. the whole sitch makes me so frustrated sad and dissapointed i wish i could do something.
anyhow...lost cause. i wish men really actually genuinly thought with their hearts and brains and not their cocks.
they be better off.
so on another note i am hoping that people show up. id be bummed if my friends blew me off like usual. i mean i did spent 500 dollars flying into the state to hang out.....so yea...
were supposed to get los of snow tommorrow. one more week and back to cali...sigh
i miss it even those its FREEZING.
me and dave(my awesome photographer) will be shooting a new set this week. im excited. when i go bac i am also gonna be going to la to have some taken then as well.
and....i am hoping to sneak into the photo lab to print some pics this week before i come back from my sets. i will post everything i have soon. so if you have requests make them now.
i will have a few suprises as well.
miss you all
XO
anyways...having our christmas party here today im excited. still need to get ahold of a few people. but it will be good.
i have hiccups.
after the whole matt thing happened when i got home i have been having some issues having pannick attacks its really shitty i had to take medicine and i have been taking zanax the last few days just to calm myself down. it really bums me out cos i havent had to take the pills in forever but ive had to slip myself a few lately. the whole sitch makes me so frustrated sad and dissapointed i wish i could do something.
anyhow...lost cause. i wish men really actually genuinly thought with their hearts and brains and not their cocks.
they be better off.
so on another note i am hoping that people show up. id be bummed if my friends blew me off like usual. i mean i did spent 500 dollars flying into the state to hang out.....so yea...
were supposed to get los of snow tommorrow. one more week and back to cali...sigh
i miss it even those its FREEZING.
me and dave(my awesome photographer) will be shooting a new set this week. im excited. when i go bac i am also gonna be going to la to have some taken then as well.
and....i am hoping to sneak into the photo lab to print some pics this week before i come back from my sets. i will post everything i have soon. so if you have requests make them now.
i will have a few suprises as well.
miss you all
XO
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