i need someone to edit this set for me.....
id do it but i dont have time.
nor does the photographer. meh.so if anyone can point me in a direction...yea.
yup.
it deserves to see the light of day...but needs work.
anyhow...i am in san diego right now. i am hoping to see Rin and Irinka while i am here today. i will be here till sundayish...
then to la then back to fresno....i am down to my last dollar. sucks.
i need to figure a lot of things out. but nohing comes over night.
we all need a place we are wanted to feel whole.
ps....ill be selling prints here in the next week or 2 so if ther are any anyone wants let me know so i know for sure what to print.
<3
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What if no one desires us anywhere?
What if we could not make anyone desire us?
Then what? Should we commit suicide?
Should we kill the gift of experiencing life because others did not want us?
Or worse, should we live miserably because we were undesired?
Scolding the brilliance of light, cursing the beauty of a rose, damning the waves on a beach...rejecting beauty because we could not be wanted?
Should we not feel whole experiencing these places?
Should we really place our feelings on the reliance of others?
People aren't perfect, they will fail to do for us as we desire.
What then remorse, lament and torment?
What reason should we have to sacrifice our happiness should none feel to give it to us?
Life is joy, misery is pain, love is empty, death is relief, sanity is destruction and money is colorful.
Addiction is absolution.
I can't save you. I won't placate your cries for help with empty words.
Truth is viciousness in blood, retching the mind free from love. It kills without seeing our hands bloodied up.
We scream in revolt or pass softly into its arms giving up. Some will fight but none can win.
Come hell or high water we are all freed from misery one way or another.
For you save yourself.
Imagine the results of your dilemma intently.
You learn truth in the most turbulent of times.
This moment in your life you'll learn what you truly value and what really matters.
What ever you decide...
give everything you've got to getting what you want or you'll regret.
The mind is a palace awaiting completion. You are the architect and know how best to build it.
Pray for whatever you desire, courage, direction, faith, love, peace and it will be so. If you build your life incorrectly, to your subconscious plans, only then will you find that you fail. In this have faith that all actions are for your benefit, whether they appear bad or good.
Let go of expectations, let go of desire or struggle to keep them. Peace will come one day and you will release them, for they are not yours to hold.
It is not your burden in life to be burdened through life. You have the precious Now it needs you desperately. It is going to die without your help. The help that only your love can give it. Keep to it, provide it tender care. It is alive and needs you for it to thrive into something wonderfully breathtaking! Without you it will wither up and decay. The now is alive and every moment is its beautiful blossom. Let us tend with the care of gardeners to our lives cultivating good will, pruning unwanted growths and admiring each aspect with intent observation. Oh how wonderful the colors are, changing, fading clashing and blending! How intoxicating the sound is; sweet, sincere and enthralling, I could get lost within it! Oh what a sensation touch is, soft, hard, fast, smooth, I love it! The bliss of taste and the desire of smell there is no substitute!
What a magnificent gardener you are.