moxy

oh poo....i was gonna write something importaint then i suddenly get all uninspired.

i got to reminisce today with an old friend(code for ex boyfriend)....it was so odd how prudent some memories were...though fond i felt kinda sick to my stomach. blah......

i hope my mom pulls through helping me out with rent money....
im gonna sell my big 1-300mm zoom lense and my zune. hmmmm..i dont wanna...but...fuck.

i realized even if i got a job today it wouldnt last because i am flying home for 2 weeks before christmas...u know the days places hire you for specifically for holiday help.
i feel screwed.
yup.