moxy

your all right. i will be ok^^

here i sit in my chair thinking woe is me as th elove of my life is packing up and leaving, i have a broke out car window, and i just paid a ton for and because i injured my back and had to drop my whole check on going to the doctors. i am still in pain and allergic to pain killers. and motrin...ibuprofren and acetominophen just arent touching it. and still somehow i am managing to jump up and down for joy out of excitment that i might be able to get the fuck out of michigan and do what i dream. what i love. and my biggest passion. and i cant even sit or bend over. looks like another day to lay in bed. and i had to call in to my only day i was scheduled to work this week....but. i still managed even for a moment to be so happy nothing mattered for a moment.

i will keep my fingers crossed and a smile on my face and push the look of pain and hardship from my face for hopes that things really are just ok.

and i will hope that this opportunity that was just dropped in my lap really is what it seems and that i can leave everything behind for things much more exciting and new.

<3