The big day!
Tomorrow, or technically today, when one look at the date right now, is the big day when my boyfriend is coming to live with me. In a way it's been a long way to arrive at this point, due to different circumstances, but I'm sure some people would think we were rushing into things when looking at other aspect of it all. But then again, what other people might think doesn't really matter at all, does it. He (my boyfriend that is) suggested I try to sleep early, just like many children does on the night before Christmas eve (here in Norway it's christmas eve that is the biggest day of christmas), so that the big day came faster. But right now it's past 4 a.m. here in Norway and I still can't sleep. Though luckily I'm actually finally beginning to get sleepy; it's just that, I'm SO looking forward to being able to be with him more often, or all the time almost. No more long distance relationship, and that's such a big relief. It feels like we'll finally be able to just enjoying each other -without having the knowledge that we only have a limited time together. And it's a fantastic feeling to now be knowing that we have all the time in the world. So you see, tomorrow IS kind of christmas and new years and all good things combined.
Some kinds of love changes what you though you wanted in life (or didn't want for that matter) and this is that kind of love. The kind of love that make you willing to really change things, and work on your fears and issues and everything in between. And I know it has definitely been the same thing for him. Oh yeah, and it's the kind of love that's made me all mushy and stuff,and wanting to shout it from the mountain tops. I try to contain myself though, from being too mushy, but then again, why should I ? There comes a time in ones life when you should be able to just allow yourself to be happy, right? And one last note; I can't wait to be all over him again, and be passionate and wild, and have great sex; both romantic and dirty -and everything in between. He tend to bring out those sides in me as well, and I love letting loose with him ;-)
Tomorrow, or technically today, when one look at the date right now, is the big day when my boyfriend is coming to live with me. In a way it's been a long way to arrive at this point, due to different circumstances, but I'm sure some people would think we were rushing into things when looking at other aspect of it all. But then again, what other people might think doesn't really matter at all, does it. He (my boyfriend that is) suggested I try to sleep early, just like many children does on the night before Christmas eve (here in Norway it's christmas eve that is the biggest day of christmas), so that the big day came faster. But right now it's past 4 a.m. here in Norway and I still can't sleep. Though luckily I'm actually finally beginning to get sleepy; it's just that, I'm SO looking forward to being able to be with him more often, or all the time almost. No more long distance relationship, and that's such a big relief. It feels like we'll finally be able to just enjoying each other -without having the knowledge that we only have a limited time together. And it's a fantastic feeling to now be knowing that we have all the time in the world. So you see, tomorrow IS kind of christmas and new years and all good things combined.
Some kinds of love changes what you though you wanted in life (or didn't want for that matter) and this is that kind of love. The kind of love that make you willing to really change things, and work on your fears and issues and everything in between. And I know it has definitely been the same thing for him. Oh yeah, and it's the kind of love that's made me all mushy and stuff,and wanting to shout it from the mountain tops. I try to contain myself though, from being too mushy, but then again, why should I ? There comes a time in ones life when you should be able to just allow yourself to be happy, right? And one last note; I can't wait to be all over him again, and be passionate and wild, and have great sex; both romantic and dirty -and everything in between. He tend to bring out those sides in me as well, and I love letting loose with him ;-)
motorazor:
Oookey, not exactly perfect english language, and it turned out it was difficult for me to edit it on my cell phone, so it is what it is. Just disregard the not so perfect language and grammar and write it off as a Norwegian being a bit tired and writing from a cell phone. Ah, the excuses, the excuses, eh...