ive been awake for too long now...but insomnias good for catching up on movies not yet seen. i have too much on my mind. and its not that which can be let loose by telling someone about it. it has to do with women, and how i dont function properly without them, and the longer i seem to not be with anyone the harder it seems to get with someone, due to the exponential growth of desparity contradicted by superficial standards caused by my ultimate goal of something long term.
yeah i guess that pretty much sums it up, lol...
im headstrong because im lonely, and lonely because most women nowadays dont react to an honest direct loving guy. seems they all have to question integrity and virtue before recognizing it. and because thats who i am from the start and show it right away it seems im predestined to fail in todays societally-driven love-paradox.
yeah i guess that pretty much sums it up, lol...
im headstrong because im lonely, and lonely because most women nowadays dont react to an honest direct loving guy. seems they all have to question integrity and virtue before recognizing it. and because thats who i am from the start and show it right away it seems im predestined to fail in todays societally-driven love-paradox.