The weekend wasn't too bad. I got to hang out with Michelle and thats always fun. I figured out that i hate dance clubs. We went to the dog park today and watched Weezie play with a dog literally 20 times his size. My dog is fucking crazy. Oh yea, and I have a new real life friend and she is a super cool chick... Read More
i don't mind the music... get that heavy beat goin'. making some body contact. movin' in a little. gotta play "too cool" only so much cuz the chick's gonna dig it when you ask her to dance. even if it's just swingin to the tune some. but it's that kinda behavior on my part that i don't want my friends to see. intimate behavior in public... too embarrassing
would love to chat so more... but my dial-up is so FUCKED!, I may have to go for the night...
Have you ever, in a fit of selfishness, wanted to grab the person you love most and move away from everything you have ever known . Have you ever had the urge to be that person that left it all behind? Is there really any better than here, or is it what might be there that keeps you awake at night? If I had to... Read More
did she fail a whole class or just an exam or what? shit i've flunked several classes in college and i still kept going. a failed class is not the end of a college career. i went on to do well and even went to law school.
Have you ever, in a fit of selfishness, wanted to grab the person you love most and move away from everything you have ever known . Have you ever had the urge to be that person that left it all behind? Is there really any better than here, or is it what might be there that keeps you awake at night? If I had to... Read More
yeah... that's right. TWELVE MINUTES AGO!!! oooh, snap! where's your mad face, foo? how are you? your journal makes me sad and anxious... i wrote something the other day that was kinda depressing... but i think it had the same moodiness to it. i haven't shared it with anybody yet...
I dont have a whole hell of a lot to say today, but I figured I should update my shit anyway.
Lets see, a new Apnea set is up today. That's pretty cool. Oh yea, delusion gave me a fucking heart attack yesterday talking about how she is leaving the site and blah blah blah. I had the blade to my wrist when I read... Read More
i get all protective of m. reading your journal and im like whos this bitch calling you cute and saying she lives near you? haha....i have a bad temper.
by the way, quoting snoop dogg earns you many many cool kid points.
hows shit? you with m and weezie today? eric got a job!!!! yay. i feel so much better now. i never minded paying for everything but it was added stress that i sure as fuck didnt need.
i realized that i would be fat as hell if i lived in texas. i miss sonic, ocean water mostly, the black eyed pea, what a burger and white castle.
the weekend went well. it was filled with fun, friends, drinking, wakeboarding (terribly), and lots of sleep. i think god may be a little upset with me for throwing my jesus statue across the room and breaking it. he can add that incident to a long list of anti-religious behavior. i discovered that i love to play the guitar poorly. fuck it, leave the good... Read More
hell yeah man. hes fucking amazing. i was/am scared as fuck because i know that jumping into a relationship straight out of another one is really dumb and risky but i cant help that i am seriously falling for him. hes so god damn smart and talented and passionate and beautiful and sweet and humble and understated and flawed and gentle and loving and artistic and supportive and good and honest and genuine and fun and silly and responsible and reckless and knowledgable. its like every single day i think - this couldnt be any more perfect. and then the next day i always find something else out about him or we do something together that makes it even better. i have never been this happy as a result of someone else before. i couldnt see not committing to him since after getting to know him, i am completely wrecked for anyone else and i wouldnt want to be with anyone but him anyway.
anyway, you need to get in good with desirecomplex if you want a card. and yeah, the puglet rules ass. hes asleep on my legs right now and the fat little fucker is cutting off my circulation.