It is amazing to me how one person can say something to you and completely change your perspective on a situation. Of course for me it happens at the worst time possible, but I think it was something that needed to be said to me.
Again with the whole "getting comfortable" thing. My life has been a roller coaster of moving, and I honestly cannot remember the last time I was in a place for a prolonged period of time. I have never known the comfort of settling down somewhere, and it seems that whenever I am finally getting to that point in my life I have some type of huge thing happen that makes me have to relocate.
I thought where I was in the past few months was progress, maybe I just needed this to recharge my system. Being around my mother has helped me mentally more than anything I could buy or use, and has shown me that I still have people who care about me in my life.
I fell hard for someone who I barely know, who makes me feel like a man and has shown me that it is possible to feel something for someone else when I thought I wouldn't be able to after what happened between me and my ex. I am forever grateful for that even if it amounts to nothing because it opened my eyes.