So as you can imagine I have been in a terrible mood of late and the way things are going I think it is going to be like this for awhile.
Anyway fuck Valentines day, I have stormed around work all day (actually I have stormed around for weeks) and I think that my work mates are over me. Hell I am over me but... Read More
You know all that bullshit that Hollywood wants you to believe in. So they can make millions on RomComs, starring the likes of Jennifer Anniston and Vince Vaughan.
Needless to say I am not a prescriber to this way of thinking. The thinking that they will tell me there... Read More
You are in the part of things where in my dating days I would have had a blow up that made her hate me just to end the awkwardness. I would suggest not doing that and just letting things cool down and see where they go. And yes have a night out and drink on it but leave your phone at home so you don't end up drunk dialing her and pissing her off more.
what's wrong? Here to lend an ear if you wanna get a load off...did that make you laugh? It should have. I have very tiny ears so you'd better have good aim.
My skin feels the warmth of the sun and my mind is drowsy, I think that maybe a nap is in order and I am trying hard not to think about the fact that I am back to work tomorrow.
Oh well 2 days on and then 3 off........ Bring on the weekend I say.
It has left me in awe, I know I haven't been happy for a long time, now it has grown in me like a weed, barely noticed until it has infected my my whole internal garden of depression, the weed has taken over the garden slowly but over night it has flowered to reveal something beautiful.
When I close my eyes it feels crowded, the removal of one already limited sense creates a cacophony of noise and motion that overwhelms the mind, Creating the illusion of people around me.
I open my eyes and the room is empty of everything except shadow and in the distance I can see the EXIT sign flickering on and off in... Read More
I feel that technology complicates things, I mean it is amazing that I can jump on a computer and communicate with people all over the world, fly to that said corner of the world, see on a television some one in that corner dying, being born or otherwise, but some days it just seems to much.
It can be very cleansing to remove all the high tek from your life for a while. My mom calls me a neo-ludite (which is something a kin to new order Amish as far as I can tell) because I don't email or chat or anything. I have an old cell that just calls and texts with no keyboard. SG is really my only internet vice. There is something to be said for being out of touch sometimes and to be able to enjoy a silent moment or a pause in the action. I think people are losing that with all the tek making the world smaller and more access-able .
I am so addicted to technology....but i really do love having a time out. Going camping etc. Just to get away from everything. You think 'man, I could really live like this'. I actually like camping when it's raining too...I must be weird lol