So as you can imagine I have been in a terrible mood of late and the way things are going I think it is going to be like this for awhile.
Anyway fuck Valentines day, I have stormed around work all day (actually I have stormed around for weeks) and I think that my work mates are over me. Hell I am over me but I can't seem to shake this negativity.
I was getting to the point where I was thinking fuck it I will just tell her thats it I can't do it anymore it is not fair of me to hold in something that she obviously does not want to be in.
Then Priya rings me to wish me a happy Valentines day, even though she hates the commercialism of today (as do I) and all of a sudden I am calm and happy just from hearing her voice for two minutes, maybe things are not as hopeless as I think.
Probably I am just love sick and I have it bad.
I hate not knowing what's going on......
Sigh.
I hope everyone else has had a good day.
Anyway fuck Valentines day, I have stormed around work all day (actually I have stormed around for weeks) and I think that my work mates are over me. Hell I am over me but I can't seem to shake this negativity.
I was getting to the point where I was thinking fuck it I will just tell her thats it I can't do it anymore it is not fair of me to hold in something that she obviously does not want to be in.
Then Priya rings me to wish me a happy Valentines day, even though she hates the commercialism of today (as do I) and all of a sudden I am calm and happy just from hearing her voice for two minutes, maybe things are not as hopeless as I think.
Probably I am just love sick and I have it bad.
I hate not knowing what's going on......
Sigh.
I hope everyone else has had a good day.