Monday Jun 30, 2003

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am currently experiencing some pretty serious self esteem issues. im self aware enough to realize that its immature and pointless to feed into this self loathing, but i dont seem to have the confidence to break out of this petty internalization. its just drama feeding drama and its really dumb.

if i dont grow up soon, im gonna start to be as boreing to the people around me, as i am to myself.
mistersatan:
I know it's hard to realize these things, but just remember- you're a well-regarded member of the site, a fucking rad guy, and your Seattle peeps love you. When things look bleak, try to keep that in mind.
azura:
avel boring? i don't think so....
the happy chilli cheese dog dance kinda does you in wink biggrin

kiss

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