monkeypox

ok so im haveing some serious time and money managment issues lately. somewhere along the way i equated having a good work ethic to not taking anytime for yourself. unfortunately the work i enjoy is not the jobs that pay me. so im left trying to balance work for money and work for fun and end up with no time to responsibly manage any of it. the people closest to me see me the least, and all my energy is going tward trying to make ends meet. all the while im trying to find time to fit all these projects into a simoultanious schedule.

sorry if i have not been keeping in touch with everyone and there journals. ive had little or no time for my own. honestly ive ment to keep more in touch - but im biting off more than i can chew, and just about everything is suffering for it.

this is not ment to be a complaining sort of entry - rather use it as a lesson to anyone who begins to find themself in similar situations. dont let it get out of hand. as difficult as it may be, you must learn to prioratize things. everything you do takes time and there are only so many hours in a day to do them. also remember the people around you, and be sure to make time for them. nobody likes being ignored!

conversly if you have friends in this sort of situation, try and be understanding. chances are they are working their ass off and not ignoreing you on purpose. they think they are being responsible and are working hard to make their situation work. they probably need your support more than ever.

ok thats enough of that!