i can't take this anymore
i hate me
i hate life
if i had a way out right now i woudl do it
i cut myself again tonight.... 9 years and still haven't stopped.
all guys are interested in is sex. all i was wanting was a new friend to hang out with and go to the bars with once in a while. fucker.
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i hate me
i hate life
if i had a way out right now i woudl do it
i cut myself again tonight.... 9 years and still haven't stopped.
all guys are interested in is sex. all i was wanting was a new friend to hang out with and go to the bars with once in a while. fucker.
i'm...
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today is not a good day.
so lets drown these sorrows at the bottom of a bottle.
so lets drown these sorrows at the bottom of a bottle.
it's 2:10am, and slowly, but surely this essay is coming along, more slowly than anything, but whatever! i dont even care anymore. I"m in a good mood for once, as all today i was dreary and gloomy. no fun.
i'm excited for the weekend though as I'm getting buck wild! maybe i'll post some pictures of it. if i remember my camera. haha, won't be...
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i'm excited for the weekend though as I'm getting buck wild! maybe i'll post some pictures of it. if i remember my camera. haha, won't be...
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i'm completely useless.
school depresses me to no end.
why do i pay to put myself through this torture?
i have to write an 8 pg paper for thursday, and you would think 'go you for starting it on monday' and i also gave up my shift tomorrow night to do it, but nope. i've done almost jack shit. written some random stuff out, but...
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school depresses me to no end.
why do i pay to put myself through this torture?
i have to write an 8 pg paper for thursday, and you would think 'go you for starting it on monday' and i also gave up my shift tomorrow night to do it, but nope. i've done almost jack shit. written some random stuff out, but...
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mistresskitten:
this is true, forever going after the fantasy of the 'happily ever after'
it'll all be bullshit when it comes down to it..i know it. may as well attempt it though.
i need someone to motivate me though, or just do my shit for me cuz i suck.lol
it'll all be bullshit when it comes down to it..i know it. may as well attempt it though.
i need someone to motivate me though, or just do my shit for me cuz i suck.lol
drummonkey50:
You should join a band! It's fun! Make sure it's with people you really really get along with though.
I'm sorry things aren't going well for you now. *hugs*
I'm sorry things aren't going well for you now.
*hugs*i suck at lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
mistresskitten:
oh yah, i also got skype. still trying to figure it all out though. ha i suck
vonpink:
lol i doubt you suck as bad i as ido.
oo skype fun. its rather simple once ya get a few basic things down
oo skype fun. its rather simple once ya get a few basic things down
i,m never on anymore
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vonpink:
indeed
you should fix that
you should fix that
mistresskitten:
i'm so busy. its pathetic.
i start volunteering tomorrow at the Children's Hospital! yay 
wish I didn't have to work tonight though, as it is now almost 3am, and I have to get up at 730 to get ready be there for 915, eeeek
wish I didn't have to work tonight though, as it is now almost 3am, and I have to get up at 730 to get ready be there for 915, eeeeki'm going to bed right away so this is gonna be short & sweet. I went to AILD last night soooo amazing!! 
i'm forever going to be heartbroken that they did not play parallels though *sigh*
i am uber sore from moshing and being thrown around, but holy mother, some of the best times of my life are in moshes! ! i must say i...
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i'm forever going to be heartbroken that they did not play parallels though *sigh*
i am uber sore from moshing and being thrown around, but holy mother, some of the best times of my life are in moshes! ! i must say i...
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vonpink:
rock on
mistresskitten:
awwh boo my 2nd vid didn't work oh well, but yes, be jealous of me haha kidding!
oh well, but yes, be jealous of me haha kidding! so i'm basically gonna just ignore my audit till it comes and hits me in the face, which will be soon. fml. but i'm in a good mood atm so i don't wanna ruin it! here are a few youtube vids to keep you kids happy. lol
this one i got shown at work the other day
and this one is just cuuutee
annnd since...
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here are a few youtube vids to keep you kids happy. lol
this one i got shown at work the other day
and this one is just cuuutee
annnd since...
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vonpink:
that say no panda was funny as hell.
i'm baaaack! yay
so i'm on here as oppose to doing homework, or cleaning my apt. but i feel that since before i left on friday i cleaned up anything that was mine in the living room and kitchen, and now i come home and fruit flies have made a home in my kitchen, and my living room is such a disaster that there is...
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so i'm on here as oppose to doing homework, or cleaning my apt. but i feel that since before i left on friday i cleaned up anything that was mine in the living room and kitchen, and now i come home and fruit flies have made a home in my kitchen, and my living room is such a disaster that there is...
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djlarose:
Welcome back
vonpink:
you where gone?
j/k j/k welcome back
and i agree if its not ya mess dont clean it but the fruit flies might start evoling and turn you inot there slave so you might want to clean those dishes lol
j/k j/k welcome back
and i agree if its not ya mess dont clean it but the fruit flies might start evoling and turn you inot there slave so you might want to clean those dishes lol
I wish sg had a mobile site, because I am laying in bed , attempting sleep (obvs not doing a good job of that). But I don't feeel like getting up so I decided I would just add a blog thru my phone. It takes a bit to loadn and its small, and I don't quite understand how to just update my blog w/o coming...
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vonpink:
go fill your tummy with food.
weird and random is good.
have fun
weird and random is good.
have fun
aceclearly:
i know!!!! i know!!!
It would be just the greatest thing ever.
and i agree about sg mobile.
hope you are well!
It would be just the greatest thing ever.
and i agree about sg mobile.
hope you are well!
needs to not get her hopes up.
just got stood up today.
well not really stood up.
but i had lunch / supper plans with someone, and they texted me @ 2pm to say they had some running around to do but they'd text me in a bit, then i texted this person @ 6pm, and didn't get any response. it is now 9:11pm.
i...
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just got stood up today.
well not really stood up.
but i had lunch / supper plans with someone, and they texted me @ 2pm to say they had some running around to do but they'd text me in a bit, then i texted this person @ 6pm, and didn't get any response. it is now 9:11pm.
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vonpink:
want me to find him and kick is ass?
ill do it
but ya know hes a fool if he stood ya up
ill do it
but ya know hes a fool if he stood ya up
mistresskitten:
I know he's a fool, but I guess there was just a misunderstanding about the entire thing, which sucks because I felt like a piece of crap.
Thanks though guys
Thanks though guys
Please, I'm a complete stranger to you I know. But harming yourself isn't going to do any good. Sorry to hear that you met a guy who falls in to that category and is called an ugly word... um stereo type?!?! But hey, not everyone is like that. Take my advise for what you will but keep in mind I can promise that our distance is enough to say that I wont notch you on my belt. My suggestion is to take a deep breath, relax and unplug for an evening and get back to it. Remember why you are working on this anyway, you want a better life, welcome to the path
I'm Marty btw, and I'm on here often enough and if you want to chill out and talk you can find me I'll give you my ear/virtual shoulder/ anything I can do. Please wake up and continue to try. Think of a glass half full.
Cheers!