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Hung out with the loverly Roxy today- she told me she needed to spruce her new place up a bit, and only one thing occurred to my rotten, addled mind- Archie McPhee's! Ikea? Pfftt! Crate and Barrel? Fuck that shit! Where else can you buy a pair of X-Ray Speks and a body bag in the same store?

After that we just kinda bummed around...
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catboner:
the best way to live your life is by making sure youre rocking ALL THE TIME. anytime youre near a stereo - crank the volume as high as you can, anytime you get invited to a funeral - bring a keg, anytime there are grandparents nearby - start throwing bricks. its just that simple.
atrasties:
Good stuff man, I always smile when I read you having good days. I like good people having good things. I used good 5 times there. Had to count the one in saying how many too. Night.
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Sometimes I wonder if I'll have to be on medication for the rest of my life.
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drzaius_:
Oooh Ill take any extra meds you got. wink
slightpressureok:
Once I rid my house of all the talking appliances, papered the exterior walls with Sunday comics and had my mercury amalgam fillings removed I was fine. I still get urges to set fire to Chrysler K cars, but they've become rarer and rarer (the cars.)

On a more somber note, probably yes. Anxiety d/o tends to be a wiring problem, not very amenable to cognitive therapy. Wish I could provide some more help, but I'm sort of removed from prescribing circles these days.
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Out of meds.
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vim:
shit...out of vodka.
alisa:
ok..i originally came over here for the first time because you said OH SNAP! to someone on a dirty thread post...but now i read back in journal entries and i'm thinking to myself what the fuck happened here. i've always been a little intimidated to come over and speak to you because you seem to be one of the main players around the site. but now it seems like you're definitely going through some conflicting shit. i'm sorry.

i was just ranting about some that same kind of behaviour in my journal yesterday. if you need someone to listen to tirades or just to talk to you can email me through my journal anytime. i'm always around and i'm always willing to listen.

much love and hope that you feel better
kiss

p.s. damn...i'm out of pot...my meds...but hopefully not for much longer. hope you can figure something out to ease your mind.
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Okay, here's the score-

Grow up and act like fucking adults instead of stupid high school kids, and maybe I won't disappear on you.

Think I'm bluffing? Think I'm full of shit? Ask my dad, if you can find him- cause I sure don't know.

Edited to add: Yes, I'm talking about leaving the site, but so much more- oh, so much more than...
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solisis:
you realize how much more valuable your autographed photo will be if you vanish? if i wasn't destitute i would have sniped that auction and walked away a soon to be rich boy.
what happened anyhow? couldn't be as bad as why i left the first time.
nataskaput:
Don't take any guff from these swine
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Just got a nastygram from the bank- apparently, they have this silly rule about stuff of theirs being insured. *sigh*

In other news, I'm broke as a joke, I dropped out of school, and still job hunting. Think I'm gonna see how many shitty part-time jobs I can collect over the summer, if I can find any.

Bleh.
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goatsgotohell:
Yeah, the banks are kind of anal like that.

I mean they should be more clear when they hand you large sums of money that at some point they want it paid back.

I thought they were just really nice like my mom at first.
solisis:
i can think of one job that i can pay you for...
a BLOW JOB!

COCK I GAY I MAN! WOULD PENIS? SEMEN I?
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Went to PROMiscuity last night with DreamMaker and Roxy- had a lot of fun and met some interesting people. Didn't really meet any women, but I kissed a girl who wanted my "Martian Dollars" to win some contest.

I have no problem whoring myself out like that every once in a while. biggrin

Anyway, apparently now I need to go to Burning Man. *shrug* L and...
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psmith:
Burning man? A sun burnt Satan running around naked with hippie girls?
navin:
i guess that's why i didn't see you at the Jive on saturday night... oh well...
*clink* here's to ships passing i suppose... biggrin
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Getting ready to head up to Sea-town to party with DreamMaker, Roxy and Jesse, at another prom-themed party. Hopefully I can actually meet some girls at this one... at least girls that live in the same state as I do. Anyway, even though I'm broke and running low on meds, I'm doing this. Even though every reason says I shouldn't, I am. Even though I...
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volkov:
fuck yeah you should go!

"It's a moral imperitive!"

and

" If I wear it anywhere else, it chafes."

biggrin

have fun dood!

welcome2thedawn:
yer so lucky...i would love to party with the beautiful Roxy. good luck on the girl thing. smile
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I'm really starting to think that unless there's some kind of money being earned by me, I really don't want to leave the house.

On that note, I stopped on the way home tonight and filled out an application when I was buying gas. I needed something to do with my nights anyway.

Tyler Durden, here I come.

In other news, I have enough meds...
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slightpressureok:
Crap, I'm not in a position to get any more candy... I can, however, pay for beer
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coco:
The minute I walk out the door I spend money. I just can't win. Damn you soy lattes!!
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I have about four days of meds left, and no health insurance.

Greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeat.

And when I walked out to get the mail, the punk neighbor kids shouted at me and called me names.

This should be interesting.

*grabs samurai sword from corner*
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meempants:
*shakes head* fucking punks.
solisis:
You FOOL! you should have summoned me for the battle! together, we manpires could have thrust mighty blows of cockjuice and sack whips to their puny, heterosexual lives!
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We are WYLD STALLYNS!!!

\m/
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grayblue:
i had no idea the wyld stallyns were into the brothers quay.
dave_h:
my computer wallpaper is bill and ted.


the chicks dig it.