mistersatan

Well, I think it's time to face the facts. I have failed. At least, It's looking that way. I don't have my assignments done, and I don't really know how to go about figuring them out. If I had more time, I could probably do it. But since they're all due at the end of class today (7:40 PM, PST), I don't really think that's gonna happen.

The all-nighter was a bust. I wound up crashing at about 3:30 in the morning after a night full of me pacing around my room, trying to figure out how the logic in these things was going to work. Couldn't do it.

Maybe I'm not meant for writing code. Maybe I just don't have a logical enough mind. I wonder, though- what the hell am I going to do with my life? I can't live with my parents forever- I need an education. And I'm tired of graduating from the school of hard knocks. I've done it too many times already.

I just remembered something. Last night, after my last final, I wandered around in the parking lot for half an hour, cursing the motherfucker that stole my car. It was right where I left it. I really need a break. I also think I need to switch schools. I'm not one to shirk responsibility- you all know that by now, I think. That being said, I just didn't feel like I learned all I could this quarter- I kinda feel like I've been cheated.

And that kinda pisses me off.