An outlet for what...?

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Social hang ups got me awkward for sure.

Being raised in the shadow of a cross ....the fact that i find most desirable on some level is a curse. I mean, I know what naughty is and how to avoid it if necessary.... i just want to be able to touch and smile and laugh again, like no ones watching :) like no one can see... Like no one would care if they did - not even me.

I feel like all hope is lost

...how do i go about finding a replacement to something i never really had in the 1st place?

And should i really? What if i only really had but one shot at this and it's spent... I mean, that would account for all this heartache of late - i know im built for more but how much more before i break completely & should i really try to find out?

Bla

Maybe tomorrow....

Side note: I really should stay out of the garden like it's forbidden :) but i won't... I have been having so much fun playing with the animals lately... & something called Adam

Jdh

pointman11:
You deserve to be free and happy. You deserve to be able to touch and laugh and be selfishly intimate if you choose. Being in the shadow of the criss can be liberating or it can be suffocating. I chose to explore and learn other paths. Now I feel much more informed of my heart and soul. If you ever want to vent, talk, or expire, DM me and I will do all I can to help you whichever path you find
sid1984:
I was raised very religious and it stuck with me until i was about 27. I let myself have the freedom to question it started a cascade. I realized i had nothing to fear from a loving compassionate god. It was like the biggest weight was lifted. Get your hope back darlin.

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