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missdevhill

Riverside, CA

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Jan 7, 2018
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I started in with this website to have an outlet... That's what i tell myself. In reality, i started because my husband had an interest & i longed for his attention. A divorce & 2 hopeful acceptance emails later - i will admit i kept my blog because it gives me a sense of pride in my choices....as well as an outlet. Im not pink because i wont purse it...but i like to blog and share when im feeling it.

As an "entrepreneur" I am someone who ends up seeking employment on a weekly basis...as a female working in a male dominated industry, im hit up weekly for face shots, body shots and nudes... Ive spoken with females from all walks of life :) this is either normal or not normal for the industry - depending on the industry. .... When asked for more than a profile pic or when IG or LinkedIn wont satisfy - i love that SG is there to fill in the gaps.

No pun intended tho lol i may be keeping my gaps for marriage...if not a solid long term commitment no where on the horizon.

I dont have much to offer a lover except my physical affection and i want so much more in exchange, its unfathomable.

Last year i lost my jeep my bf my company & my dog...

2017 was a year i also went without sex :) after 2016, when i finally came to terms with what i prefer in a partner.

Now im in limbo wondering what i should do...

Im not ready to get naked yet... Pretty sure i need to clean my room 1st.

Wanting to get out of the rut i appear to be in, without straying too far from the path i seem to be on...

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eeyoreonprozac:
I had sex last in 1996. I feel re-virginated. It's my own fault, I let my body go, became a manic depressive and so on. I don't blame women for avoiding me.I have a rescue cat. She loves me. I hope things get better for you.
Feb 15, 2018
dansiego3:
That is alot going on in 2017 dear, i sure hope 2018 treats you better.   I joined the site for my wife actually, but i liked it more than she did.  I appreciate open minded people i guess.  Great place to share in my opinion, pretty much on anything.  Hang in there sweety.  Sex will come, but love is a bit harder to find, and for me, i cannot really have one without the other.
Feb 15, 2018

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