Another day in Florida ... Aunt has completely stopped talking to me .. So now I can stop hearing about about how my Gods are false ... But now only way I'm social I'd at work .... I so need to get out and have fun ... If I can even remember what fun is ...
My car is still in the shop and this...
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Brand spanking new to florida, The locals keep telling me how aweson the Univesal Horror Nights thing is... I would LOVE it if a local would drag me with them lol .. I NEED FRIENDS IN FLORIDA.. My aunt has lost her mind and now no longer talks to me ... GREAT living condtions lol,,,,, Live is good and I will prevail ... thats my...
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nanette:
I'm glad you are not hurt an happy that you're working!
misa_blake:
Me to I'm Just really stiff
Soooo Its a while since I last blogged ...
I have been fighting with my family ... I really am Odd man out with my blood relatives ... My whole being is so opposite of all of them that all it does is cause friction .. Lots and lots and lots of friction.. I think its half me and half them ... I work to...
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I have been fighting with my family ... I really am Odd man out with my blood relatives ... My whole being is so opposite of all of them that all it does is cause friction .. Lots and lots and lots of friction.. I think its half me and half them ... I work to...
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xynnedra:
Isn't there an SG Florida group can join???
Soooo another week passes and I have yet to drive back to NC. but now I have a GOOD reason not to go back to NC. I apparently am now taking up residence in the lovely state of Florida, with my very born again Christian Aunt who is determined to try and convince me being a Wiccan is a bad thing. Why would I stay...
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nanette:
yay, congrats honey! at least Florida has more ambiance for you to get out more and enjoy! very happy for you!
nanette:
thank you, i'm so happy it feels so new and bouncy...(shakes head)
So things are not happening as I want them to but that is life. Instead of visiting NY i ended up in Fl. no clue how that happened, but it did. My aunt is a unique person. She took me to her church on Sunday. Pentecostal's droned up so much energy the pagan in me called it up and begged the goddess to help me...
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misa_blake:
LOL yea NY fat is fast food and take out while driving and getting stuck in some dumb ass traffic on the cross bronx or the new england thruway .. gotta love Bay Plaza traffic
nanette:
fingers crossed for the job hon...i cant lose my ny fat as im still here...womp womp
I can't believe how hard it is to find a silver lining after a death in the family. But I can see the signs that there maybe one. I finally got a job interview but not sure I got it .. I hope ... I also found an aprtment I want.. By like a job gotta apply and see if I'll get it ... My...
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moonmadness:
Ditto, all is crossed for ya. Luck w the job and apt. And being someone who has lost someone (son), prayers are w ya.
misa_blake:
Thank you very much ... Thanks for the prayers and stuff ... And @nanette ... I'm trying to make plans to be in NY in aug maybe we can catch brunch
So today my unemployment check came in ... Then got a call fom my mom... Ran over to the hospice at 9am ... Cried and cried and cried .. I never wante to see my grandma like that but today I ha no choice ... At 1pm the strongest women I have ever know died .... I love her so much and it hurts to...
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littlejohn22:
I am sorry for your loss... stay strong
nanette:
I hope you get to swing by again!
Today is July 4th independence day .. A day of joy for most Americans... Normally I spend it with my friends.. But all my friends are either in NY or California .. We usually do something fun today then watch fireworks.. But today all I could think of is my family and listening to the plans on putting my grandmother in a hospice and the...
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xynnedra:
Can I kick the guy in the nutz who came up with that saying of everything happens for a reason!!!
misa_blake:
Please do .. cause this is way to much pain for me to handle alone
Just when I thought it cant possibly get any worse, low and behold the universe take more from me.. I am now I have no car. I really have nothing else to look forward to. I am now house bound .. It is ofical this was the biggest mistake of my life.. I have no fucking support system just consitsnt reminders that my family cant...
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only1doc:
think of it this way darlin, when you hit rock bottom there is only 1 way to go after that. Hope to hear some good news from you soon.
misa_blake:
Thank you .. Im keeping my finger and tores crossed for a tiny bit of good news
Yaaay life -_- ... Things went from bad to worse to WTF to holy hell why am I even still alive ... I have positively no income at all.. My unemployeement is still not in effect, which means I'm now a month behind on my car note, and now I have to cancel my insurance so now I can't even drive my car.. House bound...
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nanette:
i'm so upset because i think i wont be around when you're here. i was talking to Kittie about it today. I'll be in Puerto Rico July 1st-11th, i'm mad...when are you coming? hopefully when i'm back!
i wanna hang out with chu!
i'm sorry things are going the way you hope so. there;s really not much i can say that can make things seem better but i hope it does. I send you a big non perverted cyberhug!
i wanna hang out with chu!i'm sorry things are going the way you hope so. there;s really not much i can say that can make things seem better but i hope it does. I send you a big non perverted cyberhug!
misa_blake:
Guess I wont see you this time around ... The universe seems to want me to suffer ... maybe next time