Yaaay life -_- ... Things went from bad to worse to WTF to holy hell why am I even still alive ... I have positively no income at all.. My unemployeement is still not in effect, which means I'm now a month behind on my car note, and now I have to cancel my insurance so now I can't even drive my car.. House bound in the boonies .. My aunts have totally destroyed all my hopes so I sank back into my pit of pure sorrow. Then I find out my grandma is in the late stages of her dementia and her Kidneys are failing did I mention she has a feeding tube because she can't eat oh and she has pneumonia.. So now we are trying to see if she's dying if so thee while clan is coming and I once more get displaced ... I am trying so very hard to hold on to some semblence of happy but once I find something it gets ripped from me .... I don't know how much I can hold in to my sanity .. Especially since now I'm not even sleeping ... On a good night I'm getting 3 hours on a bad night 20 minutes ... I really and truly hope I made the right choice coming down here.. Time to go pretend I'm ok for the aunts and grams ..
Laters
Laters
i'm sorry things are going the way you hope so. there;s really not much i can say that can make things seem better but i hope it does. I send you a big non perverted cyberhug!