mirima

I hate girl drama!
Like, why do girls, like guys, make excuses when you give them a number, and they never call? Is that typical among women? I'm confused. I thought after coming out, dating women would be so much better....however, its not. And I can't go back to the opposite sex....cause I don't find men attractive. There's no winning when it comes to love!

The other night was heaven, pure bliss. We held each other, she kissed the tears away, and I felll asleep in her arms. I awoke to her holding me again, and we gave each other the promise of love, the promise of tomorrow. She's everything I could ever want and more. When did I become so lucky? When did people suddenly start loving me? Its...
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My uncle commited suicide last night....my mother walks around in a daze, my step father doesn't know what he can do.
My sister and I haven't felt the initial shock yet, and thus I've been a zombie.
Not sure what to do about this horrid shock.

Rest in peace, dear Uncle Joe!

"I think I'll wait another year, it'll be the best year ever.
You bring the smokes, I'll bring the beer!
I think I'll wait another year......"
-Amanda Palmer

Hunting zombies is a tough job. There's a lot of thought process involved. In my group, I'm in charge of weaponry, which means coming up with new and productive ways of killing these fuckers. I usually spend most of my days finding new materials to make weapons for my team. These things could come around at any time, so we have to be vigilent, and...
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So here stands my life at the moment....

I'm still having the most severe side effects to my new meds, but thats ok, cause i see the doc tomorrow. Its weird, whenever I get put on anti depressants, I always get the worst and rarest side effects. Anyway, so I'm suffering from these side effects, which include, muscle and joint stiffness and pain, dizziness, drowsiness,...
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She never saw it coming
Never felt the bloody knife a nearing.
Heard the muffled cry,
Heard her moan and die,
Never once wondering why.

I heard they locked her up
Denying her the goodies of what she took.
She broke all hopes of ever getting out
And lied through teeth that gripped onto the night.

She tasted like death
Taking everything I ever loved....
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Shoes....omg, shoes!

So, at the moment my life is pretty damn filled with shit...but the good kinda shit.
At this point, I have about five rehearsals a week, if not more. I am in two choirs, one church choir, and a major city choir. I switched church choirs, to a more fun, gay friendly church choir, because number one, I hate working with people who constantly have...
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So....
Life...yeah...its kinda...
uneventful.

I like freaking people out. I have discovered life is so much more interesting when I'm not censoring myself. I won't use descretion for anyone. I just don't give a shit about what people think about me anymore.....

And yes, I'm just spilling shit out into my blog for no aparent reason. Just to update it...with pure nothingness.