Forgive the drunken post. I had a bit of a rough night and don't really know why I wrote about it. And to clarify, the crying... ummm... never happned. Yeah. Didn't happen.
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And now without further ado:
- Straight/gay/bi? Straight
- Single? Yes
- Want to be? dunno yet
- Your birth date: 10/15/80
- Your age: 23
- Age you act: only at work (and then not all the time)
- Age you wish you were: same
- Your height: dunno
- The color of your eyes: brown
- Happy with them? Yeah, they let me see stuff
- The color of your hair: black
- Happy with it? Only when it's shaven
-Left/Right/ambidextrous? Right
- Your living arrangement? Brothers for now
- Your family: suck
- Have any pets? No
- What's your job: social work
- Piercings? 4g ears and 12g labret (8g pa coming soon)
- Tattoos? 6
- Addictions? Pc, caffeine, music, alcohol
- Do you speak another language? Spanish, understand some French
- Have a favorite quote? Man was not made for happiness. He earns it, and only through suffering
- Do you have a web page? Meh
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
- Do you live in the moment? I try
- Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? Yes
- Do you have any secrets? Yes
- Do you hate yourself? Yes
- Do you like your handwriting? No
- Do you have any bad habits? Yes. Too many, I think
- What is the compliment you get most from people? Youre such a nice guy (I fucking hate hearing that)
- If a movie were made about your life, what would it be called? Beats me.
- What's your biggest fear? Watching someone I love die
- Can you sing? Kinda Ive sung in death metal, hardcore, and Goth bands (if that counts)
- Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? Only on Halloween
- Are you a loner? Kinda
- What are your no. 1 priorities in life? To own a house, land, and make enough money to support a family
- If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Sure, why not.
- Are you a daredevil? Sometimes
- Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? I am too trusting
- Are you passive or aggressive? Top and bottom
- Have you got a journal? Youre looking at it
- What is your greatest strength and weakness? Strength: breathing Weakness: over analyzation
- If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I stay in too much
- There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. You can only drink out of one: Creativity. Love is too fickle and beauty is meaningless
- How do you vent? Rum and coke, tequila shots, beer, and scotch on the rocks
- Do you think you are emotionally strong? Enough to bottle things up and forget
- Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? I was gonna lie, but yes
- Do you think life has been good so far? Im still alive, so yeah
- What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Pain is temporary
- What do you like the most about your body? Dunno
- And least? Dunno
- Do you think you are good looking? Not really
- Are you confident? Fake cocky is more accurate
- What is the fictional character you're most like? Green Lantern
- Do people know how you feel? Nope
- Are you perceived wrongly? All the time
DO YOU...
- Smoke? Yes
- Do drugs? Yes
- Read the newspaper? Yes
- Pray? No
- Go to church? No
- Talk to strangers who IM you? Yes
- Sleep with stuffed animals? No
- Take walks in the rain? Yes
- Talk to people even though you hate them? At work
- Drive? Yes
- Like to drive fast? Sometimes
WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
- Liked your voice? Sometimes
- Hurt yourself? Yes
- Been out of the country? Just Mexico
- Eaten something that made other people sick? Yeah, different kinds of animals. But now they make me sick
- Had sex? Yes
- Been unfaithful?
-Been in love? Unfortunately
- Done drugs? Still do
- Gone skinny-dipping? Yes
- Had a medical emergency? Yes
- Had a surgery? Yes
- Ran away from home? Yes
- Played strip poker? Yes
- Gotten beaten up? Yes
- Beaten someone up? Yes
- Been picked on? Yes
- Been on stage? Yes
- Slept outdoors? Yes
- Thought about suicide? Yes
- Pulled an all-nighter? Yes
- Gone one day without food? Yes
- Talked on the phone all night? Yes
- Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first? Yes
- Slept all day? No it would be a wasted day
- Made out with a stranger? Yes
- Had sex with a stranger? Yes
- Thought you're going crazy? Yes
- Kissed the same sex? Yes
- Been betrayed? Yes
- Broken the law? Yes
- Have you ever killed an animal by accident? No
- On purpose? For food, unfortunately
- Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? No
- Stolen anything? Yes
- Been on radio/TV? POD video: Southtown
- Been in a mosh-pit? Yes
- Had a nervous breakdown? Yes
- Considered religious vocation? It's my third job
CLOTHES and other fashion
- Current shoe brand? Converse
- Cologne/perfume? Obsession
- Wear hats? Dead black hat at all times
- Judge other people by their clothing? No
- Wear make-up? Eyeliner sometimes
- Favorite place to shop? Online
- Favorite article of clothing? Hat & jacket
- Are you trendy? No
- Would you rather wear a uniform to school? No
FRIENDS
- Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Yes
- Who is your best friend? No one
- Who's the one person that knows most about you? Jamie
- What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? There is no one you can count on
- Thing you're picked on most about? My voice
LOVE
- Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? Yes
- Do you remember your first love? Yes
- Still love him/her? Always will
- Do you consider love a mistake? Sometimes
- What do you find romantic? A lot of things
- Turn-on? Look at profile
- Turn-off? Lots of stuff
- First kiss? Was special
- If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? Dunno
- Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Yes
- Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? Not really
- What is best about the opposite sex? Theyre the opposite sex
- What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? See above
- Do you read porn? Yeah. I dig erotica
- Read the articles? Yes
- Just the pics? No
- What's the last present someone gave you? Nothing
- Are you in love? No
- What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? Keep on walking
- What do you dislike most? Closed minds
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
- You wanted to kill?
- That you laughed at? Sarah at work
- That laughed at you? Reefa
- That turned you on? No one
- You went shopping with? Jamie
- That broke your heart?
- To disappoint you?
- To ask you out? No one
- To make you cry?
- To brighten up your day? No one
- That you thought about?
- You talked to on the phone? Jamie
- You kissed?
- You talked to through IM/ICQ?
- You saw? Little bro
- You lost?
- You went head over heels for?
- You wanted to be? Me
- You told to fuck off? Boss
- You trusted? No one
- You turned down?
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
- Smiled? Sunday, I think
- Laughed? Sunday
- Cried?
- Danced? At age 4
- Were sarcastic? See above answer
- Kissed someone?
- Talked to an ex? Unfortunately on Sunday night
- Had a nightmare? Last night
- Talked on the phone? During this
- Listened to the radio? Dunno
- Watched TV? During this
- Went out? Work
- Were mean? Work
- Sang? During this (in my head)
- Saw a movie? Dunno
- Said, "I love you"? 1 year and counting
- Missed someone? Right now
- Fought with a family member? Wednesday
- Had a serious conversation? At work
- Smoked weed? Last night
- Got drunk? Now
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And now without further ado:
- Straight/gay/bi? Straight
- Single? Yes
- Want to be? dunno yet
- Your birth date: 10/15/80
- Your age: 23
- Age you act: only at work (and then not all the time)
- Age you wish you were: same
- Your height: dunno
- The color of your eyes: brown
- Happy with them? Yeah, they let me see stuff
- The color of your hair: black
- Happy with it? Only when it's shaven
-Left/Right/ambidextrous? Right
- Your living arrangement? Brothers for now
- Your family: suck
- Have any pets? No
- What's your job: social work
- Piercings? 4g ears and 12g labret (8g pa coming soon)
- Tattoos? 6
- Addictions? Pc, caffeine, music, alcohol
- Do you speak another language? Spanish, understand some French
- Have a favorite quote? Man was not made for happiness. He earns it, and only through suffering
- Do you have a web page? Meh
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
- Do you live in the moment? I try
- Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? Yes
- Do you have any secrets? Yes
- Do you hate yourself? Yes
- Do you like your handwriting? No
- Do you have any bad habits? Yes. Too many, I think
- What is the compliment you get most from people? Youre such a nice guy (I fucking hate hearing that)
- If a movie were made about your life, what would it be called? Beats me.
- What's your biggest fear? Watching someone I love die
- Can you sing? Kinda Ive sung in death metal, hardcore, and Goth bands (if that counts)
- Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? Only on Halloween
- Are you a loner? Kinda
- What are your no. 1 priorities in life? To own a house, land, and make enough money to support a family
- If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Sure, why not.
- Are you a daredevil? Sometimes
- Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? I am too trusting
- Are you passive or aggressive? Top and bottom
- Have you got a journal? Youre looking at it
- What is your greatest strength and weakness? Strength: breathing Weakness: over analyzation
- If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I stay in too much
- There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. You can only drink out of one: Creativity. Love is too fickle and beauty is meaningless
- How do you vent? Rum and coke, tequila shots, beer, and scotch on the rocks
- Do you think you are emotionally strong? Enough to bottle things up and forget
- Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? I was gonna lie, but yes
- Do you think life has been good so far? Im still alive, so yeah
- What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Pain is temporary
- What do you like the most about your body? Dunno
- And least? Dunno
- Do you think you are good looking? Not really
- Are you confident? Fake cocky is more accurate
- What is the fictional character you're most like? Green Lantern
- Do people know how you feel? Nope
- Are you perceived wrongly? All the time
DO YOU...
- Smoke? Yes
- Do drugs? Yes
- Read the newspaper? Yes
- Pray? No
- Go to church? No
- Talk to strangers who IM you? Yes
- Sleep with stuffed animals? No
- Take walks in the rain? Yes
- Talk to people even though you hate them? At work
- Drive? Yes
- Like to drive fast? Sometimes
WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
- Liked your voice? Sometimes
- Hurt yourself? Yes
- Been out of the country? Just Mexico
- Eaten something that made other people sick? Yeah, different kinds of animals. But now they make me sick
- Had sex? Yes
- Been unfaithful?
-Been in love? Unfortunately
- Done drugs? Still do
- Gone skinny-dipping? Yes
- Had a medical emergency? Yes
- Had a surgery? Yes
- Ran away from home? Yes
- Played strip poker? Yes
- Gotten beaten up? Yes
- Beaten someone up? Yes
- Been picked on? Yes
- Been on stage? Yes
- Slept outdoors? Yes
- Thought about suicide? Yes
- Pulled an all-nighter? Yes
- Gone one day without food? Yes
- Talked on the phone all night? Yes
- Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first? Yes
- Slept all day? No it would be a wasted day
- Made out with a stranger? Yes
- Had sex with a stranger? Yes
- Thought you're going crazy? Yes
- Kissed the same sex? Yes
- Been betrayed? Yes
- Broken the law? Yes
- Have you ever killed an animal by accident? No
- On purpose? For food, unfortunately
- Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? No
- Stolen anything? Yes
- Been on radio/TV? POD video: Southtown
- Been in a mosh-pit? Yes
- Had a nervous breakdown? Yes
- Considered religious vocation? It's my third job
CLOTHES and other fashion
- Current shoe brand? Converse
- Cologne/perfume? Obsession
- Wear hats? Dead black hat at all times
- Judge other people by their clothing? No
- Wear make-up? Eyeliner sometimes
- Favorite place to shop? Online
- Favorite article of clothing? Hat & jacket
- Are you trendy? No
- Would you rather wear a uniform to school? No
FRIENDS
- Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Yes
- Who is your best friend? No one
- Who's the one person that knows most about you? Jamie
- What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? There is no one you can count on
- Thing you're picked on most about? My voice
LOVE
- Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? Yes
- Do you remember your first love? Yes
- Still love him/her? Always will
- Do you consider love a mistake? Sometimes
- What do you find romantic? A lot of things
- Turn-on? Look at profile
- Turn-off? Lots of stuff
- First kiss? Was special
- If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? Dunno
- Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Yes
- Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? Not really
- What is best about the opposite sex? Theyre the opposite sex
- What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? See above
- Do you read porn? Yeah. I dig erotica
- Read the articles? Yes
- Just the pics? No
- What's the last present someone gave you? Nothing
- Are you in love? No
- What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? Keep on walking
- What do you dislike most? Closed minds
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
- You wanted to kill?
- That you laughed at? Sarah at work
- That laughed at you? Reefa
- That turned you on? No one
- You went shopping with? Jamie
- That broke your heart?
- To disappoint you?
- To ask you out? No one
- To make you cry?
- To brighten up your day? No one
- That you thought about?
- You talked to on the phone? Jamie
- You kissed?
- You talked to through IM/ICQ?
- You saw? Little bro
- You lost?
- You went head over heels for?
- You wanted to be? Me
- You told to fuck off? Boss
- You trusted? No one
- You turned down?
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
- Smiled? Sunday, I think
- Laughed? Sunday
- Cried?
- Danced? At age 4
- Were sarcastic? See above answer
- Kissed someone?
- Talked to an ex? Unfortunately on Sunday night
- Had a nightmare? Last night
- Talked on the phone? During this
- Listened to the radio? Dunno
- Watched TV? During this
- Went out? Work
- Were mean? Work
- Sang? During this (in my head)
- Saw a movie? Dunno
- Said, "I love you"? 1 year and counting
- Missed someone? Right now
- Fought with a family member? Wednesday
- Had a serious conversation? At work
- Smoked weed? Last night
- Got drunk? Now
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- Single? Yes
- Want to be? Yes, woman are more trouble than they're worth.
- Your birth date: 8/8/81
- Your age: 22
- Age you act: 78
- Age you wish you were: 11
- Your height: 6 foot
- The color of your eyes: Change
- Happy with them? Yeah, I have something in common with Lestate
- The color of your hair: red (almost black naturally)
- Happy with it? Wish it would grow long, damnit
-Left/Right/ambidextrous? Ambi. Yay, mofo!
- Your living arrangement? Provided by college, penthouse (who da man?)
- Your family: suck
- Have any pets? No
- What's your job: Student
- Piercings? N/A
- Tattoos? N/A
- Addictions? Pc, caffeine, music
- Do you speak another language? Spanish, understand some Hebrew
- Have a favorite quote? "I swear by my life and my love of it that I will live for no man nor ask any other man to live for my sake"
- Do you have a web page? Several
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
- Do you live in the moment? constantly
- Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? No, but I ignore those who i don't tolerate and I love those that I do.
- Do you have any secrets? Plenty. Dick Length for one.
- Do you hate yourself? No, the opposite. But not in a disgusting way.
- Do you like your handwriting? No
- Do you have any bad habits? Yes. Too many, I think
- What is the compliment you get most from people? Youre such a nice guy (I fucking hate hearing that)
- If a movie were made about your life, what would it be called? Fallen Angell
- What's your biggest fear? Living a meaningless life.
- Can you sing? Yes
- Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? I AM COOL. I'm the definition of cool.
- Are you a loner? Always
- What are your no. 1 priorities in life? To own a house, land, and make enough money to support my internet addiction
- If you were another person, would you be friends with you? If I were another person I'd fuck me!!!
- Are you a daredevil? Sometimes
- Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? I give people too much credit
- Are you passive or aggressive? Sometimes both, sometimes neither. Depends which is optimal strategy at the time.
- Have you got a journal? Damn straight.
- What is your greatest strength and weakness? Strength: Not giving a shit Weakness: Worrying about hurting others
- If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I stay in too much
- There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. You can only drink out of one: Beauty.
- How do you vent? several day long nature parties at the end of semester
- Do you think you are emotionally strong? Less than 0.00012 percent of earths population is statisitically stronger emotionally. That's based on science and tests. That's why I worry about hurting people.
- Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? Not having sex with my best friend when she offered. Now she's gone....
- Do you think life has been good so far? Not for me, and not for most the world over history. No.
- What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Resistance is Futile.
- What do you like the most about your body? Oh, my dick. Duh.
- And least? Ball hair
- Do you think you are good looking? Yes, but too damn skinny.
- Are you confident? Very. So much so that hardly anyone notices, and when they do they get pissed cause they are not used to confidence that deep.
- What is the fictional character you're most like? Hank Rearden/Magus/Gandalf/Zero/Lerris/Captain Pickard/Jubal/Bean/Count Zero/Umaru
- Do people know how you feel? No, and if they did they'd be shit scarred of me.
- Are you perceived wrongly? All the time
DO YOU...
- Smoke? Yes
- Do drugs? Yes
- Read the newspaper? Yes
- Pray? No
- Go to church? No
- Talk to strangers who IM you? Yes
- Sleep with stuffed animals? No
- Take walks in the rain? Yes
- Talk to people even though you hate them? At school
- Drive? Yes
- Like to drive fast? Sometimes
WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
- Liked your voice? Sometimes
- Hurt yourself? Yes
- Been out of the country? Just Mexico and England, well, and i live in Israel.
- Eaten something that made other people sick? Yeah, different kinds of animals. But now they make me sick
- Had sex? No
- Been unfaithful? Yes
-Been in love? Unfortunately
- Done drugs? Yes, but I quit. I only drink now.
- Gone skinny-dipping? No
- Had a medical emergency? Yes
- Had a surgery? Yes
- Ran away from home? No
- Played strip poker? No
- Gotten beaten up? Yes
- Beaten someone up? Yes
- Been picked on? Yes
- Been on stage? Yes, a lot
- Slept outdoors? Yes
- Thought about suicide? Yes
- Pulled an all-nighter? Yes, I'm Israeli. THe question should be: Are you ever awake at 7 in the morning???
- Gone one day without food? Yes, many times
- Talked on the phone all night? Yes
- Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first? 12+ times
- Slept all day? once
- Made out with a stranger? NO!!!!
- Had sex with a stranger? No
- Thought you're going crazy? Been there and back more than once.
- Kissed the same sex? No, I'd have to be forced to.
- Been betrayed? Yes
- Broken the law? Yes
- Have you ever killed an animal by accident? No
- On purpose? No
- Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? Yes
- Stolen anything? Yes
- Been on radio/TV? many times...what's the big deal?
- Been in a mosh-pit? Yes, several
- Had a nervous breakdown? Yes, 2
- Considered religious vocation? Yes, did it once
- Current shoe brand? Sketchers
- Cologne/perfume? I think my body smells fine.
- Wear hats? Dead black hat often
- Judge other people by their clothing? to a small extent
- Wear make-up? Eyeliner sometimes, and lipstick. Only blue.
- Favorite place to shop? Online
- Favorite article of clothing? Blue jean jacket and black cloak.
- Are you trendy? No
- Would you rather wear a uniform to school? No
FRIENDS
- Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Always have. They're the best.
- Who is your best friend? My sister
- Who's the one person that knows most about you? my sister
- What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? "Kill yourself, you'll feel better."
- Thing you're picked on most about? No one picks on me for 8 years. They learned.
LOVE
- Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? No, I love love.
- Do you remember your first love? Yes
- Still love him/her? Always will
- Do you consider love a mistake? Usually
- What do you find romantic? Sex.
- Turn-on? Look at my profile under 'makes me hot'
- Turn-off? WAAAAY TOO MUCH TO LIST. JAPIST chicks for one.
- First kiss? Went on for hours.
- If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? I'm going through this with three people right now. I feel like a piece of meat. Which is sometimes cool, and sometimes not.
- Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Lots of times.
- Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? I don't care.
- What is best about the opposite sex? Their innocence
- What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? Their bitchiness
- Do you read porn? Sometimes, not much.
- Read the articles? Huh?
- Just the pics? No
- What's the last present someone gave you? an egg beater
- Are you in love? With this site.
- What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? Keep on walking, it happens constantly in Israel.
- What do you dislike most? Closed minds
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
- You wanted to kill? My father
- That you laughed at? My roomates
- That laughed at you? My roomates
- That turned you on? Flux
- You went shopping with? Andi
- That broke your heart? Shani Mantzur.
- To disappoint you? I stopped being disappointed after my heart got broken this last time.
- To ask you out? Karen Hayoun
- To make you cry? My Mother
- To brighten up your day? My sister
- That you thought about? Alan Greenspan
- You talked to on the phone? Ben
- You kissed? Skye, I think...
- You talked to through IM/ICQ? Marc
- You saw? Roomate
- You lost? Rene
- You went head over heels for? Shani
- You wanted to be? Isaac Asimov
- You told to fuck off? Some guy at the bar.
- You trusted? Shani
- You turned down? Michal
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
- Smiled? Earlier today
- Laughed? see above
- Cried? 2 years ago when Lotem almost died in my care
- Danced? 3 weeks ago
- Were sarcastic? today
- Kissed someone? 2 months ago
- Talked to an ex? a week ago
- Had a nightmare? 4 nights ago (and before that when I was 6, so wierd, huh?)
- Talked on the phone? 22 hours ago
- Listened to the radio? I can't even remember
- Watched TV? I don't
- Went out? last night
- Were mean? I try not to be, but probably a week ago.
- Sang? two weeks ago
- Saw a movie? a month ago
- Said, "I love you"? 2.5 years ago
- Missed someone? I miss Marc
- Fought with a family member? 6 weeks ago
- Had a serious conversation? Now
- Smoked weed? 4 months ago I quite
- Got drunk? 5 days ago