"the game of life is hard to play / i'm gonna lose it anyway / the losing card i'll someday lay / so this is all I have to say..."
Johnny Mandel: Suicide Is Painless
I am a horrible human being. Would anyone like to take me out to the back of the house and beat the shit out of me?
I have lost what I had, and what I wanted; both in one selfish action. So now I am going to drown myself in alcohol and hope I don't wake up.
And if I do, I just might take myself out back and beat the shit out of me.
...now you do think less of me. I know you do. You have to...
...cause I do.
Johnny Mandel: Suicide Is Painless
I am a horrible human being. Would anyone like to take me out to the back of the house and beat the shit out of me?
I have lost what I had, and what I wanted; both in one selfish action. So now I am going to drown myself in alcohol and hope I don't wake up.
And if I do, I just might take myself out back and beat the shit out of me.
...now you do think less of me. I know you do. You have to...
...cause I do.
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you're not a horrible human being at all and i certainly hope you don't really think that.
edit:
hmmmm. after poking around my friends list i now know what the journal was about. you do have somebody that you need to try and make amends too. i don't think you'll be able to, as she's rather unhappy with you and the entire situation, but you should probably try. at least i think you should.
i don't think anything less of you. people make mistakes. people fuck up. it happens.
[Edited on Jan 07, 2004 11:56AM]
on a lighter note when are you going to start stretching cause I'm itchin to go in
edited to say I like this pic much better than the last *cute dimple*
[Edited on Jan 08, 2004 2:16PM]