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Well... bleeding out my heart on the internets didn't rally help last time so here's some good news:

I just bought a four bedroom house with a pool. Pictures to follow sometime soon.
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kris7:
I had the same reaciton that Dmac had. I just didn't know what to say.

Well, you've come a real long way. You're a married homeowner. You changed your name to honor your stepfather and distance yourself from your father. IMHO, you at least know what's going on in your life and, as lame as this may sound, knowing is half the battle. There are many people out there who have problems similar to yours who aren't so lucky to have that level of awareness; they just stumble through life leaving a trail of destruction. You, on the other hand, are aware of what goes on in your head and you're making a concious effort to keep it together. Again, that's more than what I can say for most people, SPD or not.

Congrats on having a four bedroom house! Badass! Hopefully when you get settled in, we kind find each other on IM. I miss our long conversations.

Take care bro.


PS

Buy a punching bag for your basement. I'm totally serious. I've been gettin' a little aggro now and then and somedays I just wish I had something to wail on.
decedent:
congratulations on the house. as the future owner of a small pool, you now need to be ever-vigilant as to not let any wandering animals or small children haphazardly drown in it. shit happens.
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Update time:

So I went through a bunch of tests recently. I've been flying off the handle and doing things that are generally disastrous to myself and worrisome to my wife. After a series of testing and scanning it has finally been revealed that the main core of my problems is that I have a Schizotypal personality disorder. In case you're wondering what that is...
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The wife and I went house hunting yesterday and came back completely disappointed. We looked at about ten houses and they were all beaters or generally ugly. It's been three or four months now since we started looking for a house and we have yet to find even one that we like. She's still in high spirits about the whole thing but I'm starting to...
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dawny:
i LOVE naps! smile
lackluster:
thats a fan fucking tastic idea!
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_jordan_:
Jesus Christ that's funny!
kris7:
Awesome indeed. I should do that to the ones we have at work.
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So I haven't really slept in the last few days. The thing is that I can't seem to untense my muscles and it causes a lot of pain when I try to lay down. I take a nap every once in a while but the pain comes back and I'm left tired and semi-psychotic. Any suggestions?
dmac:
Spring for a real massage. It's worth the expense and will get you feeling better quicker than any drugs can. If the massage thing isn't possible, go get some of those icy hot patch things from the pharmacy and take about 800 mg of ibuprofen every 6 hours.

but I still say spring for the massage. You won't regret it. smile
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Direct from the Rollins Think Tank group:



Did anyone else catch his appearance on Attack of the Show? I thought his views on Bush, the internet, and the current music scene were spot on.I haven't been watching his show (I know, I know... I'm kicked out for admitting that) so seeing him on anything is kind of few and far between. But when I do...
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chi:
Youre greedy....my im just now starting to get feeling back in my jaw.
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I am officially addicted to Puzzle Quest. There needs to be a support group for this or something cause I CANNOT stop.
kris7:
I clicked on that link.

Browsing through that wiki article I noticed it mentioned similarities to the game "Bejewelled".

I closed that article right away.

Seriously, if "Bejewelled" is digital crack, I'm afriad of what Puzzle Quest would do to me.

eeek
kris7:
HA! tongue

I must admit, it was a bit of hubris on my part to think I'd get enough done for a full length CD.

Thanks for the support. Expressing myself is still pretty easy to me, it's just that lately I've been concentrating very hard on doing it better. It's hard to kick old bad habits.

Speaking of making beats, somewhere down the line I think I might buy a keyboard. The Korg Triton Extreme looks might tempting, but I'll have to try it out first. Lately I've been getting the itch to start writing full songs, not just the guitar parts and lyrics, but everything else as well.
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MC Lars - Generic Crunk Song

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Some lady broke her ankle in the hallway while I was at work. It happened three feet away form me so I heard/saw everything. All I could think about was, "DON'T LAUGH or they'll know how much of an asshole you really are." I ended up helping out and taking her to the emergency room but as soon...
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dmac:
Nah, you're not a dick. Humans are hilarious -- I say go ahead and laugh. It's all karma payback anyway. You laugh at the lady and some day, somewhere, someone will get to laugh at something YOU did. Now doesn't that make you feel better? confused
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ouioui:
I love that!!
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MC Lars - Generic Crunk Song

I know it's a little old but I can't stop listening to it. Truth hold up over time and all, right? tongue

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I've been listening to Zero 7's Somersault a lot lately. It makes me feel warm and cozy in my heart, you know? It reminds me that there really are feelings like that and makes me wonder if...
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ouioui:
Ahhh sweety trust me on this one ... Just live in the moment. Thanks for the sweet comment.
xabluestarx:
you will do well together, have a little faith in yourself.
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finch:
haha that's awesome!

and totally proof that you married the right girl smile

congratulations, yo. kiss
monsterbaby:
Fucking sweet
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...and I'm married.

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kris7:
YAAAAAAAAAAY!
dmac:
smilesmile
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I'm getting married tomorrow and can't help but feel those stereotypical qualms concerning the validity and appropriateness of the wedding in general. Don't get me wrong, I care about her and feel like this is the thing that should be done at this time, but I can't help but wonder if this is the proper thing to do at this moment in my life. As...
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leavemehere:
Out of the blue! Wow! smile
That is very cool!!
Congrats! smile
dmac:
Wishing you all good things, my dear. Blessings and prosperity and JOY to the both of you!
Enjoy your day together -- The memories begin right now.

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