Drunk off of Vodka, Sparks, Coors Lights, Tequila, and Captain Morgan. Really really drunk. Does liquor make you want sex like it does me? Thinking about Voltron and wanting to get punched in the face or chest.
So I finally saw Dark Knight last weekend. I know this is pretty much universal but: Awesome. The moment after the movie was over was the only time I was ever sorry that Heath Ledger died. I know a lot of people were upset when the news first hit the wires but I didn't really affect me so... (does that make me sound horrible?) Anyways,...
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kris7:
HAHAHA! Yeah I knew I left myself wide open for that one. But when I saw those glasses, I couldn't help but to take a little jab. Yes I know I 'm over thinking it but damn, there are some days where it really hammers me down.
And yes The Dark Knight was indeed awesome. The ending was a bit harsh, even for me with my appreciatoin of non Hollywood endings. It was well done, the day was saved, but the cost? Damn that was a kick in the nuts.
And yes The Dark Knight was indeed awesome. The ending was a bit harsh, even for me with my appreciatoin of non Hollywood endings. It was well done, the day was saved, but the cost? Damn that was a kick in the nuts.
chi:
grrr baby. 
Why didn't I meet you like 2 years ago!? I blame you.
And we all talked about it and I'm not moving out. We're all gonna get a house when our lease it up and a large back yard for my puppy.
Why didn't I meet you like 2 years ago!? I blame you.And we all talked about it and I'm not moving out. We're all gonna get a house when our lease it up and a large back yard for my puppy.
So I don't update anymore. I don't know why but I just don't. I did want to come on and say that I am alive and well. I'm kinda annoyed at work but that's not your fault. My office is just closing down so I have to move to another office three towns over. My commute went form ten minutes to twenty/thirty because the bosses...
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chi:
Promise?
send me your email
send me your email
kris7:
Oh look, emo goggles. 
But seriously, ditto on what everyone else is saying about your cousin. Sit that fucker down and demand respect and rent.
Good to hear that the married life is treating you well though.
But seriously, ditto on what everyone else is saying about your cousin. Sit that fucker down and demand respect and rent.
Good to hear that the married life is treating you well though.
I've lost twenty pounds within the last few month. That isn't to say that I'm trying to look better and doing it to fit in or anything. I'm merely dong it because I looked down while I was sitting once and my buttons seemed as they were bout to burst. I'd rather not look like a hideous man mountain and have my shirts burst out...
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finch:
that's really awesome. congratulations!
i think maybe you gave those 20 pounds to me, tho
i think maybe you gave those 20 pounds to me, tho
chi:
Actually, the seats fold down.
giggity
giggity
(Sigh) Well... It's been getting hot so I've decided the hawk's coming back.
Holy Jebus... no more Absinthe. It apparently turns me into a MySpace kid. I didn't even know I posted something until I came here...
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chi:
You are most definitly my eye candy.
A good book thats not Wow related.....? Thanks, now that thats the only thing on my mind now. Hmmm......"Water For Elephants" by Sara Gruen. I fell in love with this one.
You are most definitly my eye candy. A good book thats not Wow related.....? Thanks, now that thats the only thing on my mind now.
Hmmm......"Water For Elephants" by Sara Gruen. I fell in love with this one.
kris7:
That's some strong stuff I hear. For me, intoxicated blogging just screams "BAD IDEA". But again, that's just me.
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dmac:
Hey did you get my PM? I'm in SoCal next week!!!
So I have no friends in real life now. Within the last year I've managed to alienate everyone that I know and become a serious recluse. I've stopped going to bars, stopped going to shows, and generally stopped doing anything that requires being outside. My fear of being ridiculed and scrutinized has consumed me so much that I'm even afraid to check my mail (and...
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chi:
I have been doing the same exact thing that you do on a daily basis. I'd leave the house only to go to work, then come home and sit in front of my computer with a drink. I had roommates, one who I've known since I was 13 (I'm 25 now) and I would lock myself in my room and put a dresser in front of the door so she wouldn't come it. Why? I have no idea. I didn't like people, I was so fucking scared of going out and doing something stupid and being laughed at and getting embarrassed about it. I felt like people were looking at me where ever I went and judging me.
I'm just slowly now trying to get over it. Forcing myself to go to the store, after 3 hours of getting ready and checking my shoes 50 times to make sure theres nothing stuck to them etc... and I just now asked my doctor for some medications. I never thought I was that bad that I needed it. Now I realize that it's okay. I'm not weird and lots of people have problems like me, but it is something that I needed to ask for help with. This was not something I could just keep inside for the rest of my life. It would ruin me more that it had already.
I still don't know how to act in front of people. I wear my heart on my sleeve and trust people off the bat before getting to know them. I have such faith in people its humiliating sometimes. But I'd rather put my faith in good people then to be a bitter old women and die young and unhappy.
That came out of no where...sorry. ha
I meant to say, I still don't know why I want to get on meds and meet people, go out, have fun, enjoy life...when there's always such a shitty downfall while doing it....but I do the pros and cons and think..okay, shit happens. I'm not going to let them or the situation fuck up MY life. I'm fucking weird, and I have issues....deal with it.
We should do lunch sometime. We'll be the odd ones in awkward silence in the corner of the cafe thinking people are looking at us.
I'm just slowly now trying to get over it. Forcing myself to go to the store, after 3 hours of getting ready and checking my shoes 50 times to make sure theres nothing stuck to them etc... and I just now asked my doctor for some medications. I never thought I was that bad that I needed it. Now I realize that it's okay. I'm not weird and lots of people have problems like me, but it is something that I needed to ask for help with. This was not something I could just keep inside for the rest of my life. It would ruin me more that it had already.
I still don't know how to act in front of people. I wear my heart on my sleeve and trust people off the bat before getting to know them. I have such faith in people its humiliating sometimes. But I'd rather put my faith in good people then to be a bitter old women and die young and unhappy.
That came out of no where...sorry. ha
I meant to say, I still don't know why I want to get on meds and meet people, go out, have fun, enjoy life...when there's always such a shitty downfall while doing it....but I do the pros and cons and think..okay, shit happens. I'm not going to let them or the situation fuck up MY life. I'm fucking weird, and I have issues....deal with it.
We should do lunch sometime. We'll be the odd ones in awkward silence in the corner of the cafe thinking people are looking at us.
dmac:
I'm dealing with super nasty depression days right now too. I hate humanity. I pretty much hate my personal life right now. I've become a pathological hider. I'm pretty much in a rut that I'm trying to find motivation to get out of. If you feel like you need to vent, talk, chat please let me know. I'll send you PM with info. Right now I"m looking for life lines and it sounds like you are too.
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chi:
haha Cool deal...will do.
kris7:
Yeah, Lovecraft was a bigot. I keep hearing good things abou The Mist. I should check it out.
You should check out Richard Matheson. His book "I Am Legend" is awesome. He's the first to set horror stories in everyday normal places (which had an obvious infleunce on Stephen King).
Don't even get me started on the movie with Will Smith. I've heard it's pretty good but I'm still pissed about the story and the casting. After I read it, I knew I'd cast Christian Bale as the lead. Then again, if I were a director, Bale would be in about 10 of my movies. He'd be the DeNiro to my Scorsese, the Mifune to my Kurosawa. Damn straight.
You should check out Richard Matheson. His book "I Am Legend" is awesome. He's the first to set horror stories in everyday normal places (which had an obvious infleunce on Stephen King).
Don't even get me started on the movie with Will Smith. I've heard it's pretty good but I'm still pissed about the story and the casting. After I read it, I knew I'd cast Christian Bale as the lead. Then again, if I were a director, Bale would be in about 10 of my movies. He'd be the DeNiro to my Scorsese, the Mifune to my Kurosawa. Damn straight.
Today has been nothing but shit. The cases I set aside to work on today (because I was leaving early and only had a couple hours to work) were missing from my desk. So I spent all day looking for them and when I finally did find them it was too late to fucking do anything to them. I go to my car after all...
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Did I not notice when this place became MySpace? I'm getting pretty tired of all the "newbs" wanting to "rawk" all the time. I have a feeling I'll be going the way of the Dodo fairly soon.
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chi:
Aren't you tired already? I'm beat.
I think I will be able to get 2 free accounts. I'm not sure really yet. I know that my friend gets 2, and I have one of them. So maybe. What'd ya gonna do for it?
I like elephants.
I think I will be able to get 2 free accounts. I'm not sure really yet. I know that my friend gets 2, and I have one of them. So maybe. What'd ya gonna do for it?
I like elephants.
chi:
I don't know. I think most of it would be mine....that girl could kick my ass!