"Started" new position today. Sat around in stupid sweater vest and spoke to people that would punch in mouth in different life. Just realized sold out. Funny you don't notice when it happens.
(I gotta stop reading Watchmen over and over. I'm starting to monologue like Rorschach...)
When did my life become about yard work? I get home everyday and either clean the yard or clean the pool. On the weekends I'm too beat from all the yard work that all I wanna do is sit around and watch movies. WTF?
So I hung out with an old friend on Friday. We've known each other for five years and is one of the ten people I actually care about. We drove around drinking caramel apple green tea slush when we came across a tattoo parlor named Absolute. We walked in to look around and found out they were having a $13 tattoo for Friday the... Read More
How RAD! I always hear about shops doing that. Maybe on March 13th I could head over! I actually think your tat is cute! And I have a bro tat too its cool I think. Its bonding....
Bought a pellet shotgun during lunch today. The register worker asked me who I was buying it for and I felt compelled to tell her it was for my younger brother. I don't know why I couldn't just say that it was for myself. I guess I felt ashamed that I was a grown man buying a pellet gun. I'm not sure why I did... Read More
Yes, if you go to my blog you'll see that I was recently in SD..... for about 72 hours. A quick trip with a specific agenda. I'll be there again in May, however, and will be out in the East County for sure for a longer stay. I feel the need for beers beginning to build.
After speaking with my doctor and my psychiatrist, they decided that the problem is more than likely a result of my new medications. I've changed my anti-psychotics so hopefully I won't have the same problem anymore. More later.
Cool deal. This will sound weird, but keep me updated. haha
Sucks when you find a med that works well for your head but not for your "head". Celexa is doing just that for me. It's a toss up. Feel good about myself and be happy, but no sex drive? Or lots of fun sex but feel horrible about myself. Damn it. Damn it.
I haven't been able to orgasm for four months and I don't know why. Not for lack of trying with solos and duos too. I went through a period before where I had the same problem and it scares me. I couldn't orgasm for about... Read More
stress can have that effect. it could be stress about things unrelated to the things that go "hand in hand" with orgasm or, perhaps, you're feeling stressed about trying to have a baby. both the trying and the having are stressful things.
did you ever come to a conclusion about what was the trigger the last time it happened? if not, could you reflect on it and see if there is something you can see in hindsight?
Stress can definitly effect that. As well as medication. My boy can't orgasm either due to being on meds. You are definitly not alone on this one. Try to relax and not have the pressure of baby making on the mind. Go to a hotel or have fun sex outside. Have her tie you up and just tease you for a while. Yeah, those sounds like great plans.
It's a little after one, I'm drunk, a little stoned, and just thought of something:
What if I'm not really in love? What if I'm only with her because I feel like I have to go through the motions? What if I wake up one day and realize that I don't want to do it anymore?
I called in sick today and told everyone it... Read More
