mexicant

How is your weekend going so far?? anything good?

You can IM me in MSN if you have it....same name there.

Have a good one

First off, under no circumstances did I ever think you were "whining". So don't worry about that.

However, I must sharply disagree with you wanting to get your cock pierced. OOOOOOOUCH? Why would you want that? Shit like that makes me cringe. Nipples are and tongues are one thing........but down there? eeeeeeeeeek

*edit*

IMHO, the only use a cock piercing would ever have, would be the oodles of fun that would transpire upon having to go through the metal detector at the airport.

But still.......OUCH!

[Edited on Sep 19, 2003]

OWWWWWWWWW! ew thats skerry, yuck. The pain would be awful, i'm sure, but i don't know, i do not have a wang. hahaha
Ok but yeah, don't let things get to you, i don't anymore, thats why i'm known as a "spiteful bitch" by most people but eh, at least i'm not completely miserable, right? Oh! I am happy! my picture IS changed now! Yay!

Dude, I am so fucking sorry. In retrospect, I wish I saw your journal entry about "part 2 of date from hell" BEFORE you went to her place, as opposed to 3 a.m., when I normally read these things. I was afraid she might try to make it up to you by stepping things up, and thus, for whatever reason the spark fizzled out.....

It sucks that she thinks you pulled all this just to get into her pants, when the truth is you honestly didn't feel any spark between you and her at that point. No matter what you did, you couldn't make it look like anything else.

To make yourself feel better I know a song that kinda reminds me of your situation. I don't know if you like hip-hop, but I suggest you listen to the song "Specialist" by Sage Francis off his album "personal journals". It's basically about how sex early in a realtionship can complicate things. The last realtionship I was in ended partly b/c we rushed into it too fast. That song has helped me learn from my mistakes big time. Even if you don't like hip-hop I strongly suggest you check it out. It's a great song, very melancholy......also kinda creepy.

I hope things at work get better and I hope your hand feels better too. And that damn car..... ouch ouch ouch.......

If things get really rough, try putting things in perspective: at least you still have a roof over your head, clothes on your back, and food in your fridge. I know it's a tad cliche, but sometimes it works.

Keep your head up bro. You'll live through this.

ew, what a shitty time yer havin, makes my waterfall in the kitchen seem pretty lame. Dood that sux. I'm sorry

it'll get better!!!!!!!

So I take it the situation with the girl you mentined earlier hasn't improved. Sorry to hear it

"Believe me when I tell you.....life will not break your heart, it'll crush it" - Rollins Band

ok. allow me to elaborate as to why, in fact, life is a curse.

a- kris, you are right! things with my would-be lovely did not improve. as a matter of fact, they took a nosedive of of a 200 story building into a meat grinder!

i had a meeting with her to discuss the situation. i told her that i think we were moving a bit too fast, and that maybe we should slow it down a bit. i explained that what took place was great, and that i really do like her, but that maybe it wasn't the best thing to do as now i feel a bit awkward around her.

she threw her drink in my face and told me i was a lying sack of shit that just wanted to get into her pants. and then left.

so there i am looking like a total chump in the middle of a crowded bar. lovely, eh?

b- i have been officailly knocked down a peg at work. i try my hardest but just can't seem to catch a break!!

my direct superior is going on vacation for 2 weeks. usually he leaves me in charge and delegates minor work to the other people, leaving me with the important work. when he announced he was leaving, i was ready to assume my new duties. but he decided to pass me up and give the "lead worker" title to another person.

i thought, "ok. maybe he just wants to make sure EVERYONE has the skills to do what needs to be done in his absence. i can deal with that. hell, they'll probably ask me what to do anyways!"

but after the meeting he informs me that he has instructed them to not ask me for help, and that he would like it if i did as little as possible. i naturally ask why, as i am gunning for a higher position and this is great experience. to which he says, "i just don't think you have what it takes anymore."

c- i come home yesterday pissed at this weeks happenings. i open my door and find that my brothers (roomies) are home, which is a rarity. so i go to one of their rooms to say hi..... and i walk in on him with his girl.

mind you--- DOOR OPEN! how was i supposed to know?? so i back up and look away.... but leave my hand on the door frame. he slams the door and my left middle finger gets BROKEN!!!!!!

so now, even though i need to play my bass to make me feel better (i usually play some reggae or just strum beats to mellow out), I CAN'T!!!

d- i take my car to the mechanic, as it is a newer car and is completely computerized... making all my skills at cars useless. it was making a rattling noise from what sounded like the valves so i wanted to get it checked.

the valves are jacked. the spark plugs are directly connected to the valves (doing away with the distributer). somehow one of the plugs came loose and jacked one of the valve heads up. so now i have to get the part re-machined and will cost me $1500.

there goes my vacation fund. and i REALLY need a vacation.

so that, dear friends, is why life is a curse. i have the worst luck in existence and just wish i could have a peaceful, quiet day. just one.

Bad sitiuation, my friend.

But you gotta come clean.

You have to have one of those crazy long talks where tears and crap are involved but if you're honest...

It will all be good in the end.

You know, maybe it's just not the 'right' woman for you. There's someone for everyone out there I beleive and when you find it....you'll have a huge spark for sure. I think dating should be fun... with alot of peeps its no strings attached and the like.... enjoy it while it lasts.

Just go with the flow...have fun and take it easy

that sucks, i would just take her on a date and have a girl come up to me and do the same thing that she did. Nothing like a taste of yer own medicine i think

Personally, I'd give her one last chance mate. You never know, it might, just might, all have been a lot more innocent than it looked. That said, I do seem to be in a very forgiving mood so far this week, probably mainly due to having seen "Chasing Amy" again last night and remembering what a damn fine film it is. That said, if she screws you over again then it's probably fair to say that she's not worth the hassle.

[Edited on Sep 15, 2003]

Well what constitutes as a date? I mean I was going out with a boy for 4 years and we never really went on a date...we went out places but noone ever said "Would you like to go out for dinner sometime?" or how ever you ask someone out on a date....I think to me that is what a date is...you need to have the setup first then it's a real "date". I know I'm being really technical. blah.


and yeah I think he did watch me pee...what happened was I went to a party, well not really more like a gathering of less than ten people. Anyways I go into the bathroom and there is a window right next to the toilet...the blinds were closed but the window itself was open...I step over to the toilet and all of a sudden I hear a creepy "Hello...what's your name?" coming form outside the window...I told him I really needed to pee and he stopped talking to me...but I doubt he left the window. ewie. it's loads of fun being a girl.

Oh man! That is way shitty!
damn bro...... I would have done the same thing.
That was very inconsiderate of her. She was on a date with you and ended up being rude when the guy showed up!

Even if he was just a friend or whatever, he still saw she was with you. Forget her. Women like that you dont need in your life.

Ill talk to you in 2 weeks bro. Im off for training.

No problem. I remember I ust got to my unit in Germany and had only been there 2 days when this happened. I was so upset and scared. I didnt know how to react. I was sad yet had to prepare myself for possibly going to war. Wow......crazy.

Im not doing much this weekend. Im going to see '28 Days LAter' and 'Jeepers Creepers 2' tonight. Then I have to pack for a 2 week field problem this monday and finish my college work before I go. How bout you?

Well, maaaaybe...

No way... this is a no killing zone.

ps : I added you to my buddy list...feel free to do the same.

and yeah aloe works wonders!

'Ey up, cheers for the comment. Me team's toddling along mid-table which is better than nowt.

I did actually use drink as a sort of sleep-inducer when I was a student just because I had noisy neighbours. These days, fortunately, I live in a quieter area which means I don't drink as much. Considering I have to be up at 8 in the morning to go to work, that's probably a good thing I think...

Come the weekend I do like the odd drink though...the 1st, 5th, 9th and 21st if anyone's asking...

Haha! Yea, took a long, long, one.
Whats up with you today bro? Im sitting here trying to finish college work and getting ready to certify for work again tommorrow. I tired and lazy today.

well hello there dannyboy, that was a pretty rad post, btw! thanks

was that in crime and punishment?

Happily ever after.....Shit is a joke isnt it.
Just like I said in my journal.....I really see myself growing up alone and not ever finding true love. Its too bad you came to the conclusion you did. I wish I could say something to tell you its wrong what you said. The thing is it may be true for alot of us as well.