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"...i need you so much closer..."

-Death Cab For Cutie: Transatlanticism

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I've rediscovered DCFC. That is to say, I lost my DCFC albums a while back and have recently "re-acquired" them. I love this band very much actually. Though I've noticed it's rekindled the "sadness" in me. Ive felt nothing but sorrow and contempt since my rediscovery. Though Im not sure if these feelings...
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jora:
Oh, you're finally paying attention to me again, eh? I've been wondering how you are doing, but I guess that's pointless now, right?

Yes, HE got zotted, along with another very cool person. He will probably rejoin, but I don't know that they will let her rejoin. I hate politics, but as I said in my post, I understand why they both got the zot.

Take care.
jora:
HE will prob. rejoin, even though he says it would only be for me. I told him don't worry about it, but I think he wants to come back. Conseula is very cool and her site would have been no competition whatsoever to SG, BUT she did break the rule, so oh well.

Since I am not a gypsy, I would have no way of knowing that you "think about posting". All I know is that I haven't heard from you at all. Whatever I guess. I knew you'd try to fade away eventually.

So, take care.
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so one last touch and then you'll go / and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more / but it was vile / and it was cheap / and you are beautiful / but you don't mean a thing to me


-Death Cab For Cutie: Tiny Vessels


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Time for an update

The hang out with my ex was weird. She came to...
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pulloffmywings:
lol i know EXACTLY how that goes.... yeah, 13 sounda about the right time....

hey thanks smile
aliceinmyhead:
I have that same heart breaking voice for my best friend/ex. But our relationsip thrives off of us torturing each other, so he loves that voice... confused
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"...may this sting in your heart / live as long as you do / a painful reminder / of all that we've been through..."

-Most Precious Blood: Collusionist

My ex called me last night. She said she wants to hang out and be friends now. First time in under a year that she's called me. We're supposed to hang out today after work.

Think I"ll...
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dragonchylde:
Okays I should be around. Hurry back! kiss
serudeboi:
Hope things went well, reconcilliation can be great! unless she's an immature bitch like someone in my life. Be careful though or you might end up in my shoes. Where the two of you keep getting on the train, only long enough to push the other off and where it hurts too much to be 'friends' but you dont know what else to do 'cause youve been playing 'the game' for so long its all you know.
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Fuck all this bullshit. I'm tired of it.

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I wish I knew some insomniacs. I can't sleep and just really wanna talk to someone. puke

Meh... fuck it. Think I'll just beat my head against a wall until I pass out.

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Gotta love insomnia...
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ouioui:
Thanks sugar......Hope you are sleeping soundly this PM kiss
ericj:
Good seeing you the other night, man! Thank you for the beer! smile
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nothing / nothing / nothing left inside
love / love / nothing left inside
pain in my heart / pain hurts my heart / nothing left inside
lies / your lies / nothing left inside
i built it up / i broke it down / nothing left inside
leach / drained me dry / nothing left inside
lonely / lonely / lonely / lonely /...
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kestrel:
I watched The Secretary for Valentine's Day. Heh. wink
kiss kiss
zac:
just get the most depressing movie you can find, or the angriest. let it fuel the drunk, truly take advantage of it.
feel better.
my hangover wore off at like 6pm, hope you didn't puke as hard as me.

reprazent.
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wait they dont love you like I love you

-Yeah Yeah Yeahs: Maps

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Clichd? Yes. But its also very true.
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bleeder:
How you spending this HAllmark day bro>??
ouioui:
Ahhh you're sweet blush
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without you my life has become / a hangover without end / a movie made for TV / bad dialogue / bad acting / no interest / too long / with no story and no sex

is it a kind of weakness / to miss someone so much / to wish the day / would go away / like you did yesterday

just like you...
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reanimateme:
Fry's is like the best place in the world, next to...well...

there are a lot of things that are the best places in the world.

But Fry's is very good times.wink

skull
pureblu12225:
you goin this weekend?
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Ok so I said I wasnt going to go to the SGSD group dinner but Blu talked me into it. You just cant say no to her whatever

The dinner was fun as hell, and the food was good too. The only thing I had a problem with was the lack of Veg* food. Its not that there wasnt any on the menu, it was just...
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ouioui:
Glad you had a great time! Hopefully I can make the next one. smile
lane:
twas great meeting you! hopefully I'll see you soon... kiss
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instincts are misleading / you shouldn't think what you're feeling

-Death Cab For Cutie: Lightness

Im supposed to be getting ready to hook-up with my local SG group for dinner. Im not though. And Im not going either. I really dont feel like hanging out with a bunch of people I dont really know, and have never really spoken to, in a restaurant Ive never...
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dragonchylde:
Yeah that sounds like a good idea..just try to relax tonight and take it easy!
reanimateme:
Damn Happiness is a screwd up movie...I like it. wink

Yea, and don't worry my leaving wont be abrupt, premature and ever-lasting like Chelsea's was. frown

That's still sad, I'm just gonna be gone for a few days...So don't worry.

I said I would over budget myself with a card, and I did. So know I must suffer without my SG for a short while.
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"...always the same old taste / just a new injury..."

-Deftones: When Girls Telephone Boys
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pureblu12225:
definetly going ...goin to have a few drinks before hand though smile see you there
finch:
hello. i miss you.

the same stupid guy who pissed you off on the music boards pissed me off on some board today. pissing me off...that takes a lot wink

i just thought i'd share. kiss