First off, I'm not that good. I don't want to be " Number One". I don't care about that shit. I was never into athletics in High School and I'm not so insecure that I need to compete against other men. My main goal is just to feel good and be better than I was yesterday. I have about 17 days left until the tournament. I have asthma, sleep apnea, and osteoarthritis so some days it can be rough to get myself out of bed and train at all. I used to think I would train for a " fight" but I'm going to be 34 this year and I'm kinda feeling it compared to 3 years ago. I don't care if I win a medal or even win the competition. I just want to do SOMETHING for fucks sake. I have never done anything like this before and I HATE being in front of crowds. I want to test my skill against real threats.
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