melancholly

Ugh. so it seems that i now have to drop out of school in order to pay all my bills. i have to start working full time now. being broke sucks. I cant even enjoy being young. ughhhhhhh

school is too much right now

I never really realized, until I just went through my journal about how emotional i can become just by reading my journal entries. I was betrayed by a friend last winter, and i was so upset and angry i wrote her a letter, which i never gave to her, but it really helped just to write it. rereading it brought back so much emotion, and...
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Life is dull. someone needs to shake things up.

ughhhhhhhhh.
i'm broke.
This is one of those times where i wish i were working.

i'm finally spending a night at home for once. how nice.

Im so sick of working. ughhhh.
only to blow all my money on drugs and booze.

this adderall is wearing off, right before my 7 hour shift. greeeeeeeeat.

I have crazy fucked up relationship situations.
I have this ex boyfriend who i'm always fighting with then he begs for my forgiveness and wants me back, then we fight again. I'm done with him. The only thing that kept us talking was the cocaine
anyway, I have this guy who is a friend but im hooking up with, and i want to just be...
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Im sick of guys and how they treat me. I want a girlfriend.