I have crazy fucked up relationship situations.
I have this ex boyfriend who i'm always fighting with then he begs for my forgiveness and wants me back, then we fight again. I'm done with him. The only thing that kept us talking was the cocaine
anyway, I have this guy who is a friend but im hooking up with, and i want to just be friends with now and not hook up with anymore, but i think he likes me, and i thought i liked him, until i met this other guy
this new guy, i like a lot but im thinking he would get tired of me easily, he parties a lot and hes loud and im so quiet and what not. I like to party, but i dont like to go to parties where i dont know anyone, its hard for me to like chat with a bunch of people i dont know, unless they come up to me and start talking. but i like him lots. I think.
In other news Im trying to move out soon. i plan on having my car paid off, then i wanna move out, within the next 6 months. I'm thinking of working full time, and going to school part time. starting in the spring. I need a roommate. or maybe i'll just get a 1 bedroom apartment and live by myself. that would be nice. lonely, but nice.
ahhhhhhhh this fucking adderall is making me just type and type and just fucking ramble on.
and im fucking exhausted yet at the same time i am wide awake. its a weird feeling. ugh!
I have this ex boyfriend who i'm always fighting with then he begs for my forgiveness and wants me back, then we fight again. I'm done with him. The only thing that kept us talking was the cocaine
anyway, I have this guy who is a friend but im hooking up with, and i want to just be friends with now and not hook up with anymore, but i think he likes me, and i thought i liked him, until i met this other guy
this new guy, i like a lot but im thinking he would get tired of me easily, he parties a lot and hes loud and im so quiet and what not. I like to party, but i dont like to go to parties where i dont know anyone, its hard for me to like chat with a bunch of people i dont know, unless they come up to me and start talking. but i like him lots. I think.
In other news Im trying to move out soon. i plan on having my car paid off, then i wanna move out, within the next 6 months. I'm thinking of working full time, and going to school part time. starting in the spring. I need a roommate. or maybe i'll just get a 1 bedroom apartment and live by myself. that would be nice. lonely, but nice.
ahhhhhhhh this fucking adderall is making me just type and type and just fucking ramble on.
and im fucking exhausted yet at the same time i am wide awake. its a weird feeling. ugh!