Somewhere between sleep deprivation and heat exhaustion and being unemployed lies the latest bought with depression. It is just so hard to motivate myself to do anything. I have been painting some at the house and I've been helping an artist friend with her mural some. But it is hard get started with anything. I'm on here at 4:00 in the afternoon on a Friday. I'm not in either place with a brush in my hand. I'm just sort of here. I'd start a new book but I think I'd fall asleep if I tried to read right now. I've already sweat through two shirts today and I'm having trouble motivating to put another one on and get back to the painting. I kinda just feel like drinking.
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_holden_:
I don't really have enough friends to throw a house warming party, but if I did you would definitely be invited. Hope you are having a nice Sunday.
annelys:
Good thoughts out to you! That's difficult sometimes, because of many reasons to get started! Hope things will go better very soon! 
Good thoughts out to you! That's difficult sometimes, because of many reasons to get started! Hope things will go better very soon! 