maxi

Hey there love. Glad to hear you're doing well. Basically, I haven't been this depressed and destroyed for a long time. I was already dipping into deep deep depression, but I could have gotten my butt outta that one by now, except something happened at work that absolutely crushed me. Basically, I was doing everything right and supporting all of our policies, but I still got yelled at by a director of a different group, in front of my director (and a whole bunch of people) where he made a personal verbal attack on me. My director didn't do anything. Upshot is I got in trouble for doing what I was supposed to do and following the rules, and it seems it's okay that that happened......well, to everyone but me.

That was last Friday and I've been dropping deeper into depression since then. K left today for the rest of the week, I've had a bad headache all day that is blossoming nicely into a migraine despite everything I'm doing to head it off, and I have no one here to talk to.

Course, I guess most people will say I'm just whining. **shrug** I guess I'm just expecting too much.

Sorry to be such a bummer. Still and all, I send my love to you and am really glad you're doing well. Please let us know when that calendar comes out!

awesome! are there anymore?