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lots of pix from last june in Mayan riviera
So I have the sun in my face so strong that its blinding and I can't see my screen for about 2 hours every morning, we don't have shades on the lobby windows yet, and the tinted static film I got for them is to large for me to apply with out a ladder. so I am forced to tan my upper left side each morning. not that I mind but I would rather be in swim wear if I'm gonna tan. then I'm wondering if the UV rays are going to react with the antibiotics I'm on, Holey shit I could burn, DO YOU KNOW HOW LONG I HAVE been craving a sunburn this whole winter!

so I finally got the one movie that I have been waiting for since I signed up for Netflix SUSPECT ZERO, Ben Kingsley. to say the least I fell asleep on the last 15-20 mins, I was thoroughly confused by this movie till near the end that I fell asleep on. and it was a little predictable if that's not impossible at the same time. what does it take to make a movie as intense as silence of the lambs and Seven, is it too much to ask for a really intricate intellectual serial killer movie with lots of rituals and sick reasoning and dysfunctional background behind it all?

I was so itchy last night , I got some calladryl, didn't do shit, after I woke up I was still so itchy I had to take a hot shower, it gave me enough temporary relief to fall back asleep. though my best friend came up with some remedy I will try as soon as I get the stuff: She said in the meantime, to calm the itch, make a paste of chamomile tea and oatmeal & "spackle" the itchy areas. Let it sit for about 10-15 minutes, then rinse with cool water. ill try anything at this point

still didn't get around to sizing pictures, ill try again tonight, but at least I got them off my camera.

I got the funniest seminar brochure the other day, I am the office manager and receptionist for my office formerly billing analyst ( makes me see my self as the secretary on DR Katz ) anyway it was a whole seminar on how to become more assertive from 9 am to 4pm I laughed so much because I could have taught that seminar, I don't think its possible for me to be more assertive, which makes me think maybe I want to try to be more passive than aggressive. some people are put off my women that are too independent or assertive or aggressive. I would like to be more lady like. not sure if its possible to backstroke into passiveness, it was such a long haul to be the way am am as it is.

food craving of the day: Shrimp cocktail with celery seeds, and lots of horseradish in my cocktail sauce, enough to burn my nostrils real good.

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