mavericka

today was rough probably because i'm having to go without meds again. its always my friends that see me through the days but i never seem to mention that just the stressful parts.
I made the horrible mistake of taking a nap for a few hours today and not being available when jerm called so he was threatening to come over here in the messages...
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Yesterday was all set up to be a great relaxing day. Jerm called and asked if i wanted to get out and I told him to call me later that i was watching a movie with my mother. We were watching Into The Woods i've seen it a billion times and its not even a favorite. I worked the play one time though so its...
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I'm through with the play till next weekend. It turned out well but the set looks like shit. I guess they were trying to save money.
What did everyone else do over the weekend?

We only stayed for the first act of the play, it was kinda slow but it will all come together. It has a lot of my favorite actors and actresses in it and they were all coming up to kiss my moms ass because she's a director. I'm so star strucks by these folks its hard not to stare. I actually got to talk to...
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Trying to not be nervous about the play tomorrow but as they say, trying is lying. I seem to be finding things to worry about at this point. I need to take a chill pill. At least i managed to stay awake most of today. I got the itch to play a mmorpg so I picked up guildwars at the store. Its different that what...
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been sleeping a lot, going to bed early. not sure whats up wtih that. Thursday I go to the play for the first time. Maybe getting involved with that will help me perk up a bit.

it was dark by the time we got out to the lake. Jerm had wanted to go to big sandy first to get beer. there's a fishing bait called monkey chow and thats what everyone but Jerm had thought i brought cause we were out in the dark so he was the only one that ate it. Jerm had stolen some steaks that they cooked...
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it was pointed out all my journals have been sad lately. srry can't make the sick grandfather disapear and it is important enough for me to mentioned in a journal thank you. besides that the journal is my crutch i guess. i post when theres a problem or i need to vent. i usually leave out visits to my friends and games i play. the...
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so we take the cat to the vet. we were looking forward to showing off rex. the vet thought he was a lot older than he was cause he's so big, he was suprised when he aged him by looking at his teeth at how young he his. so Rex is gonna be huge apparently. in a month we get him fixed and stuff.
we...
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