mavericka

Where I live

There's a cold front coming through
its gonna take all the love in the world
to keep me warm
tomorrow I wake
to a brand new storm.

I like storms but not in my front yard
the wind is fierce, its roaring loud
tossing my dreams around like leaves
it hit my house and it hit it hard.

Rap tapping the windows...
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Im going to finish this poem.if i ever get a decent nights sleep. Does it seem sad like my usual stuff.? I guess i can't tell from responses to past projects. I dont feel depressed when i'm thinking of it.

your the most beautiful thing here
best thing to happen in years
beauty pagent winners are shit eating grinners
the stars aint got nothin on...
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I think i finally managed to end things with jerm. i pissed him off on accident and it felt so good i just ran with it. he wrote me a nasty letter and i officially told him to leave me alone and blocked him. YAY me. i have a lot of dirt on him so maybe he really will leave well enough alone. i'm pretty...
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So many people gonna say that they want you,
To try to get you thinking they really care,
But there's nothing like the warmth of the one
who has put in the time
and you know he's gonna be there

~Gavin DeGraw~

I've moved my journal, pretty sure the locals won't find this one. I'll try to still post here sometimes to stay active, i think i have a few more months on this account.

I'm very greatful for the friends i've made here.

I don't know whats wrong with me, i'm tired all the time, all i want to do is sleep. coffee isn't even helping much. I thought it would pass but its been this way about a week now. When i am awake i've been working on learning spanish, i have that rosetta stone program. Sometimes I play sims 2 or world of warcraft. I manage...
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for awhile,
everything seemed to be going my way
come what may
now i'm crushed and i don't know what to say
come what may

wish washey wishing
day dreams of kissing
glorious nights galore
all that and more
oh so much more

and i'm waiting, tick tock
it will come again, and i'm waiting
lonely lonesome moments i'm hating, waiting
I try to keep...
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so we did the hallow thing tonight to miss the rush. i started by getting an obscenely large cherry vanilla coke and caffinating myself till sundown. Then we went to a haunted house. The playhouse actually does the haunted house so we knew everyone there. Ooh oh when the ghosts know your name. As soon as we got there it was announced like "Elvis has...
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lets try this again and aim for non depressing, its from the musical i won the lighting award for.

Life is a holiday. I'm talking June through May.
A nightly sell out show, and baby I'm front row.
Bye-Bye to lonely nights.
Only nights when the two of us can coo.
Skies are sunny and clear, Long as I'm here with you.

The world's a...
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